I don't know what's gotten over me...

Saturday went to Riverwalk to attend this newcomers' tea stuff. In the end went to help out as a usher at the last minute. Haha, I get the taste how an usher feels like. Hmm, ok, not bad, maybe can consider, but maybe Xiu Wen won't allow...haha...

After everything, all of us went to Central© foodcourt to have our...hmm, I wonder that's lunch or dinner...anyway, that's not the point. In fact, the frustrating part is that my Yong Tau Fu, I ate halfway, went to buy drink, and I came back with the cleaner cleaning my bowl away, and half of the bowl just poof, gone like that...my food...the rest of them were supposed to go to hotel to celebrate Vic's birthday, it's a surprise meal specially planned to celebrate for her.

Hmm, this is where the problem starts, I just don't know why, after everyone's gone, I just feel so bored, lonely...arrgh...maybe because my nature can't stands boredom, well, I don't know...Funny thing is this, I went to City Hall to meet my mum, I went to the toilet at City Hall, planning to walk back to City Hall MRT station, I was like looking at the floor along the way, in my mind I was thinking wonder will I meet anyone of them here. Who knows, when I lift my head up, I saw Xiu Wen and Elaine!! Then I saw the rest of the people, Ben dragged me along to walk with them, well, thinking that I had nothing to do, I just followed them.

Arrgh, seems like I'm always got to be going through boredom and loneliness... why? why? Man, when is the time that I'm able to break free from this curse? when? when? God, can You tell me when? Can You help me? Can You lead me out from this? God, I need You...

Hope jamming on sunday will be able to bring me back. Anyway, I'm much better now in a sense, luckily emotionally stuffs I'm able to heal quite fast...

I'm starting to fall...

Till now, I'm just still wondering and asking, 'God, is this really what You want me to do?' The responsibilities of a cgc, I'm still learning to take it, and I'm still learning, but one thing, especially forecast of attendance, if I can't get the exact numbers and the accurate forecast, I'll just get something. But, sometimes, can't really blame them also, sometimes it's just me not asking them properly, when can I just start to ask them the correct questions, do the correct stuffs, give the correct answers? When? When? I'm just still seeking... Sometimes have thoughts of giving up, but, no way, I shall persevere, like what Jesus said, 'not my will, but Yours be done.'

Amen.

Back from chalet...

Actually I was planning on blogging this on the afternoon, but, the com has problems, and so I went to my room to lie down for awhile, but in the end, I fell asleep, guess I was too tired...

Hmm, I did made quite a lot of new friends in this camp...haha, Wei Siong, Desmond, Chee Wai, Cheryl, Roscelle, Hai Kiat, Kelvin, Samuel, Aaron, Joycelyn, Isabelle and etc... arrgh, can't really name all... haha. It's was fun though, the games really bonded everyone together, get to know each other better. During the night time, people who stayed, had a great time fellowshipping, had fun, games, and of course... FOOD!!!! Hahaha.. I think the game that was fun was the blind cat and the reverse of hide-and-seek...had so much fun. This guy, Alvan, a guitarist/bassist, man, he's good! I think have the same standard as Yong Jing!! Haha.

Around 5 plus, a group of us went to watch sunrise. Guess what?

We actually sat at the wrong side...which means...the sun was rising up at the back of where we are facing!! -_- Never mind, next time then... here are some pics that I took though, even though not very nice...haha

All of us went to Mac to eat when we left, and finally, I'm able to clear my craving of Big Breakfast. Wahaha, and Cheryl's able to clear her craving for Mcflurry. Lol.

Well, I shall stop here... tired...

Easter Weekend.

One thing I just want to comment about first is the CHC Drama Team.

They never fail us at all. Why?

Because there's always something that's memorable in each and every single drama. For example, last year's Easter drama, was a rap from the song called 'Tokyo Drift', this year, they took a song from a movie '881', and there's this song, "zi lang zi bua, gam qing buey sua...' and stuff, haha, it's just so funny...

At expo, the drama was even better, it's about an invention called 'i-Ming', which can let you view your memories, and can also travel back in time. I mean, this is so cool... Anyway, all I can say that those that I've invited you for Easter this year, you didn't even want to come, it's your loss...haha!!

Went for 4 services for the past 2 days, Xiu Wen asked me to take a rest at home, because I've attended 4, and it's like more than enough...but I think if there's a need, then I'll go for Sunday's service...

On Friday, served at JAMs Church, was great, recharged spiritually...and I knocked my head against an unknown-metal-quite-sharp object, luckily I did not bleed, but it's like swollen on my head, and now it's still pain... Went for service after serving, went for 2, didn't have the chance to eat dinner, even though I like only eat 2 biscuits in the afternoon before I rushed out, never mind, for God I press on!!! We then waited for Xiu Wen and Elaine at the coffeeshop, together with Jarrett, Wei Siong, May, and Wen Shun!! Reached home about 12... *yawn*

On Saturday, went for the expo service, saw Elaine, Shifu and Wei Liang at JE, met up with Kenny, Nicholas and Wei Huang (hope I spelt correctly) at JE, and supposed to meet Daniel, Shi Ting and another girl (I don't know how to spell her name) on the last cabin of the train, but in the end we don't even know where they are, so we can only meet them up at Tanah Merah. Upon reaching Expo, we then realised that we board the same train with Xiu Wen, only thing was she was at the front, and we were at the back. We ate before we went to queue up, the hall was packed very fast! After 1st service ended, some had to leave, the others stayed, and we encountered a problem, all 3 cg, Elaine, Xiu Wen and Serene cg all facing seats crisis, some people just came and put their stuffs over our seats...well, never mind...Kathryn and Yingli brought 2 friends along, Wei Siong attended the 530 service because he was too tired. The second service was like awesome! In the beginning, I didn't really expect much, but who knows, when Pastor Kong begin to lead us in a old song that they used to sing during Easter, I was touched by God, and I just cried. Felt so recharged and good to be renewed by God once again. Something not very good happened after service, but luckily it was solved quickly...Had lots of fun on the train, ah, brings back the memories of the journey back home when we were still attending expo services. Ate at the Jurong Entertainment Centre, when leaving, those leaving at Boon Lay went off 1st, left Kenny, the rest, Wei Siong, Nicholas, and me accompanied May to wait for her father to come and fetch her, not very good for a girl to wait alone down there, so we all accompanied her, and just like chit chat for awhile. After that all of us went off. I don't really know what happened to Daniel though... I feel tired... *yawns*

Anyway, I'm officially 1 year old in Christ on Friday!!! Yipeee!!!

Starting to get used to my work...

After the second day working at coffee bean, I'm starting to get A LITTLE used to the speed of everything and how to handle during peak hours and stuff. Hope to really get used to it soon...

Anyway, I forgot to add an ingredient to one of the drink... I hope the customer can't taste the difference...

Yesterday, Ben and I worked on the same day, so we went backed together. Shared alot along the way, we even sat on the stairs of the LRT station to talk...

He shared some of his testimonies, which really impacted me alot, and also stirred the fire in me again...anyway, I'm still learning how to be a cgc, but seems like I'm helpless in almost everything...

Ben said that I grow faster than him, in less than a year I've been promoted as a helper, but, even if I grow fast, I don't have enough experiences to really cover for what is needed, sometimes I just feel so helpless...

For example, basic things like encouraging members... I can't even bring myself to talk to them... I'm just wondering, when can I really throw away this thing call low self esteem? Arrgh...what am I suppposed to do? God, guide me through...

After talking with Ben, I feel the burden of reaching out to the lost again, the burden is much more stronger now. I'll try my best to really reach out for Easter...

One more thing, servanthood. All I have to do is to really apply this, and those things that I have learnt in Church, I should have no problems in handling my work and the people around there...

First day at work

Hmm, finally started working at coffee bean, a little havoc and rush to be true. Why?

Especially during luch hours and dinner hours, it's like so so so rush, everthing must be fast, the drinks, food, service and stuff... Furthermore, I just finished my training not long ago, and I still need sometime to really go memorise the steps and the ingredients of all the drinks...today started only in ice-blended station, but there's 16 DRINKS FOR ME TO REMEMBER!!! Never mind, slowly...these things need to practiced over and over again...I'll find a day to really go memorise the steps and the ingredients of all the ice blended drinks before I move to the hot drinks station...

I think I really need to get used to the speed of the work and stuffs, and also the fussy customers...today I already met one, he's not fussy, but a little...hmm, how should I put it... proud? arrogant? act big? I don't know, roughly the meanings that move around the three types that I have mentioned...

I also really got to start to plan my time properly, like for the upcoming bs classes, for my cgm, and when school starts I also have to take note of my schedule...arrgh... alot of things to take note of...until now I'm still a little regretting working, if not for money...sigh...

Hectic and Chaotic Week

Arrghh...this week was so hectic and chaotic...all because of me...sigh...

Hmm, let's see what happened this week...

Mon: Went to cut hair and buy black working shoes for work (coffee bean)...sigh...
Tues: Orientation of coffee bean, 6-10 pm...
Wed: Ice-blended training, 6-9 pm...

Thurs: Went to do medical check-up for my poly early in the morning, afternoon went to riverwalk to meet Pastor CK...

Fri: Supposedly to join cg for outing, but it clashes with the poly enrolment and orientation, at night will have to attend pm...

sigh...let me tell you why this week is so hectic...

On sunday, I actually mistook 14 of March is on thursday, which actually in fact it was on friday!!

Arrgh...I can't fellowship with the cg...sigh, arrgh, I have to settle my poly admin stuffs!!

Forget it, can always plan another outing...

Problems emerging...

Hmm, it's going to be close to a week not blogging if I don't blog now...

Well, since I'm blogging, I might as well blog about this matter...

Seems like my cg is facing one problem after another, I don't really get it, why are there so many problems...maybe God is trying to test us? To mould us into a stronger and even more united cg? I don't know, but seems like now is the most toughest period we've ever faced...CGCs, gotta pray more often!!!

I don't want to mention who's involved in these problems, but sometimes, if we're just going to be more understanding, be willing to know each other better, be willing to open up and talk, be able to talk things out in a more peaceful way, be able to take a step back, and we'll be able to see the broad and beautiful sky...but, such things are easier said than done...

Things are not going normally in my cg now, it may seems on the outside...this is the time to really stand up and pray, W143, let's stand up and pray fervently for this!!

Woohoo!! F.I.R.!!

Wow! The service was great man! Can you believe it? F.I.R. came to our church to perform, was nice seeing Fei-er(Faye) singing, and Ah Qing(Real) playing the electric guitar. So fun...

This morning, waited for so many people... Met up with Kelicia, then met up with Daniel(Jar's friend), then I think his 2 friends also, May and her friend and her sister, Siyuan...altogether 8 person...man...so many people...
Man, I must say I'm so so unlucky la...fell down at riviera, I ran, slipped on the puddle of water and fell, second is on the stairs...man, I was so embarrassed... well, never mind...

Man, I must say I'm so so unlucky la...fell down at riviera, I ran, slipped on the puddle of water and fell, second is on the stairs...man, I was so embarrassed... well, never mind...

Pastor Kong preached a very good message today also, he tried to squeeze a 3 hour sermon into a 20 mins sermon... the topic is about servanthood. I think I heard it before, either in cg or in a service last year...

Arrgh, at first thought today was able to go for the drum audition, but today was for vocals and dancers, never mind, I got more time to practice!! Haha...

Celebrated Siyuan's birthday also, even though it was like early by a few days, haha, bought this pink piglet cup for her, like what Xiu Wen said, I'm confident...haha, like I bought the chain for Wei Siong last year... I'm confident! :P

Anyway, I've got to settle my work stuffs quickly, my photocopied materials, and the typhoid injection, got to settle it quickly...

Kenny's birthday, opm, service...

Nothing to do at home, so might as well blog... Man, I'm jobless again, that time Filbert asked me regarding that job about selling laptops, I thought I had this chance to work, but now, sigh... because this job is only catered for already in poly students, I'm not in a poly yet, so I can't work...never mind, forget it.

Last friday was Kenny's birthday!!! The cg, even though it's like less than 10, including Shella and Shiting... We met at the fountain at takashimaya, then in the end, we went to eat KFC and Mac... After dinner, we rushed down to Bugis, to go to Mind's cafe to play, then met Gary there, Hui Tong went home, May came with a cake. Haha, everybody's face was like being touched by the cake, and only Shella, Wei Siong and me was 'freed'...haha, whew! At 10 plus, we then quickly walked to the MRT station to take train to go back to church, for the opm. Haha, 1st time participating in opm, and I learnt one thing, must bring at least 2 bottles of water!!! We left at about 145 or 150 am, close to 2 am in the morning, Ben, Ng, Wei Qiang and shared taxi home... When I reached home, I just quickly walked to the coffeeshop to buy a can of drink...wow...refreshing..haha

Yesterday's service was Rev. Dr. Ulf Ekman!! Wow, was an interesting sermon, and he's funny!! Haha, the whole lot of us then went to Jurong Point Kopitiam to fellowship, Kenny had to work, so he can't join us... all of us went back at around 6 plus... boring, nothing to do at home...

If anyone has any job which has flexible hours, can please tell me? Haha...

I'm tired...

Hmm, had my 1st cgc training last week, and it was great!! Learnt quite a number of stuffs, and get to know each other better! Can't wait for the second one!

Pastor Tan's message was also great last week! Was wondering whether to put it up, but in the end, I decided to put it up, because it was so great!!

Title: Built To Last

1. Loyalty

2. Commitment (Servanthood)

3. Respect-treating each other with respect (Talking about submission and humility)
Sedition is the insurrection against authority. (Which is act of rebellion)

4. Accountability (Connectedness, communication)

5. Family (Balanced life)

6. Love (Forgiveness, grace, mercy)

7. Faithfulness (Trustworthy)

8. Hardwork (Diligence, excellence)

9. Integrity (Truthfulness)

10. Generosity (Giving, thankful)

The above 10 points are actually related to the 10 commandments! Wow! It was so so so impacting! I did learn a new way to view the 10 commandments. We shall be do-ers! Not listeners!

After service went to JP with Kenny, Wei Siong, May, Kathryn and Siyuan. On the bus to Boon Lay interchange, don't understand why I had this sudden chest pain...arrgh... but thank God it got better after I left. haha.

Went to Ben's house warming after that, took some psp games from him, and played ps2 with him. Haha. Went back to look for Raymond, since we both had nothing to do, and we just chatted like before.

And again, we chatted the whole day again, went to eat fish ball guo tiao noodles at 3 plus am... haha... then around morning went to his house to play dota for awhile before I went back home, which was 12 in the afternoon... Yawn... I'm so tired... (serves me right, no one ask me to talk till so late...hahahaha)

Oh, you people know there's such things called Taiji Quan right, well, let me introduce this new set of excercise.

Wow...Introducing Taji Quan Class!

Noticed this when Ray and I walked back from the coffeeshop..haha

Temptations...

In a sense I seem like I'm falling onto this...but I got to keep telling myself 'NO', I shall not fall under the temptations of the devil... no no no... I shall bind the devil in Jesus name...

With Benjamin my fellow brother in Christ supporting me, with my CGL Xiu Wen guiding me...In Jesus name, I shall not fall! I shall not succumb to temptations!! Arrgh!!!

Valentine's day...a blissful day for all couples, a sorrow day for all singles...but some singles can be happy too! :) Arrgh, shall not talk about this too much...

Anyway... I very sick and tired, everytime I had to face such problems... Got to focus myself on something else...focus on something else...

(Felt much better after talking so much crap... :P)

CNY soon...

Heh heh, CNY coming soon, in exact, 2 more days. By then, I got ang pows!!!! But...somehow had a feeling this year's red packets are not going to be much...especially everything has been more expensive lately, so in turn red packet money may be a little lesser...year after getting lesser...

Well, never mind...I'm not that money faced really... haha :P

It's just because I've been real tight in my pocket lately...

Anyway, my house is starting to stock up some new year goods, which is food. Bak Kua, floss rolls...well, not much, but addictive.

Especially those floss rolls, my mum's friend made them, it's so small, you can put the whole thing into the mouth, so, imagine, you're watching a movie and you can like finish the whole container within...erm...if you eat it fast is half the movie? if you eat it slow is 3/4 the movie? or maybe even faster or slower...I don't know... haha...

Next thing, bak kua... My all time chinese new year favourite...although it's not very healthy...oops...shall not start my propaganda here...haha. Well, anyway, everytime I visit someone's house, my first aim, bak kua. It's just so so so addictive... If Shella were to read this, she would surely agree on this, with chop and stamp... haha lol!

Anyway, on sunday, Pastor Tan finished the whole 4F series, started by Pastor Kong! The four Fs are Focus, Forgiveness, Faith and Fortitude! Wow! Impactful series isn't it! :) Went to town after service, Joyce and Kenny went to look for job, Jarrett and his friend Daniel went along, and May and of course me!... haha... About evening time, May, Kenny and me went to look for Wei Siong at bugis, with Kenny going to sleep soon face...haha, and May very boring face, and Wei Siong's guilty look face...ahhhhh... lol, but had fun fellowshipping though... :)

Anyway, going to play game, I'll probably blog again maybe after the new year! :D

Collecting 'O' Level results

Ok, I know blogging about this topic should be a few days ago, but, it's not I don't want to, it's I can't...

Well, speaking about this, I really feel so happy about it (people please don't call me show off , I really feel happy...), can you imagine, of the 4 subjects I took, I actually improved in 3 of my subjects!!! I've got 16 points for L1R4!!! Wow! That was what I wanted last year, and I got it! Praise the Lord!!!

Well, I got quite a number of people to thank though.

1. Of course is my Heavenly Father, He's faithful always, and Matthew 6:33 does work!!! Thank God for the blessing in studies!!

2. Qi Hui, I got tuition for free!! Haha, joking joking, but seriously, I really gotta thank her for taking out time to come and teach Wei Siong and me, not forgetting Jason Chong!! Learnt science once again from Qi Hui, even though not much, but had fun. :)

3. My school teachers, especially Mr Shah and Mr Khoo. They've both been patient teachers, and I did improve my science through their guidance. :)

4. My beloved leaders, Xiu Wen and Elaine, for giving me all the moral support and praying for me. :) Not forgetting other members that have also given me moral support! :)

5. 5A and 5B, especially Wei Lun, Chie Kuan, Chen Peng, Chin Leong and rest of the gang, had alot of fun getting to know you guys even better, and thank you for your guidance in class when I don't understand, and thanks for waking me up whenI doze off!! :P

6. The fellow 'O' levellers that have studied together with me. Shamus, May, Wei Qiang, Cerenna, Kalyn, Alvin. Not forgetting Wei Siong also, even though he studied for his 'N' level, but we did help each other. :)

7. Last one, hmmm, was wondering whether to put this, but I think I might as well add this in also, thank you Benjamin Chan for bringing me back to church! Without you, I wouldn't have known so many people!! :)

All I know now is that I have to quickly make up my mind on which course to go, if not, I'll be schooless...

Last Sunday celebrated Elaine's birthday, hmm, the surprise wasn't that surprised, but it was a fun celebration though. I'm sure Elaine had fun. :)

I go look at my JAE book...

Forgiving

Well, the title is not actually whom I want to forgive, but it's actually the title of the message that was preached by Pastor Tan on Sunday service! An impactful one!

I learnt the true meanings of forgiveness.

1. Forgiveness is unconditional
2. Forgiveness does not minimize the seriousness of offence
3. Forgiveness isn't resuming a relationship without change
To resume a relationship:
a) genuine repentance
b) restitution (restoring)
c) rebuilding trust (takes time to do it)
4. Forgiveness isn't forgetting what happened
5. Forgiveness isn't my right when I wasn't the one being hurt

Seriously, this is really really an important message, because it kind of suits me. This sentence is interesting though.

" Life is 10% 'what happened' and 90% how we react to it." Quite true though. Another one.
"If we judge what we value by our circumstances, we will de-value what is important to give value to what is momentary."

After service, most of us went to eat 'ban mian'. Haha, had fun fellowshipping. After lunch, Xiu Wen, Gary, Wei Siong, Siyuan and me went to Jurong Point, Xiu Wen went to meet Shella though. In the end we ended up in arcade, Gary left to meet his friend I think, then halfway Xiu Wen and Shella left, leaving the three of us. Wei Siong and I played the basketball machine again..haha, it was fun. We then went to some shops and look at our own individual stuffs before Siyuan went down to buy waffle. We then had quite a long talk, about the cg and stuffs. Although a long talk, but at least we know our views for the cg, and we knew each other a bit better. Hope to have more similar fellowships like this.

Then when Wei Siong left, left Siyuan and me continue talking, about the same topics though, only difference was some stuffs were from her past. We then parted and I went home, I planned to meet Raymond and Nick. Haha, had quite a good chat with them also. Arrgh...tired, I go sleep.

Today was a talking day!! :P

Few days compressed into one..

Ok, I know I'm not online or anything, I'm using Ben's laptop to blog.. haha..

Just want to blog about what happened these few days.

Hmm, 23rd of December, the 1st service in JW building, didn't attended the service, but went to serve for God. This is the 1st time I'm serving, so if I go alone I'll feel a bit weird, but luckily there's someone I know to accompany me, Siyuan, haha, thanks for the companion. We were almost late, so the both of us took cab from Keat Hong, but who knows, we were not late! Really wanna thank God for that, when we reach there, a guy told us that most of them are not here yet... arrgh... Nevertheless, still made quite a number of friends during serving, was fun, although tired, refilling the drinks, refilling again and again, but was fun though, took some of the food to eat also.. :P

The both of us then went to coffee shop to look for the rest. In the end, Wei Siong, May, Siyuan and me went to town, because Wei Siong had to look for a gift for his ministry gift exchange I think...silver in colour is the theme, and at most 5 bucks. Haha. We were kind of good at walking though, from Somerset station we can walk all the way to Far East Shopping Centre...hahaha, and in the end I have to walk back all the way to Paragon to look for my mum, May meeting her friends, Siyuan had to reach home early, Wei Siong had nothing to do, so all 3 of them went off, left me...haha, I had to go back to accompany my mum to celebrate her friend's birthday anyway, so no choice la...

24th of December, Christmas eve, was also fun. Benjamin King and Chong Zhi went for the service, and King got saved! Basically other than this, nothing much happened, it's what happened later. Kenny, Wei Siong, Siyuan and me went to Jurong Point to look for a gift for Kenny's girlfriend. Initially he wanted to buy a musical box, but we couldn't find, so he decided to look for alternative gifts, I'm not sure what he wants to buy, but he's also very funny, went to look for a gift for his girlfriend during the last minute... When I reached home, I went to look for Raymond, and we were considered kind of good, haha. We talked all the way from 11 pm all the way to Christmas morning 8 am... This is the reason I didn't went for the service yesterday, initially I didn't mean to sleep, but who knows, I slept in the end...... Got to apologise, May's present for some of the people in the cg are still with me... yikes!

Christmas day, I went to look for my shoes before the Christmas offer ends...haha, bought a pair of new shoes! Look out for it! Haha. Thanks mum!

26th of December, Boxing Day, I'm at Ben's house now...blogging, going to taunt later...haha, ok, I shall stop here now, go play!!! :D

A touch from God...

This morning, about five plus, I can't get to sleep. This is where everything happens, God is indeed faithful, even though I did something that may hurt Him, He still never gives up on me, I'll tell you people later what I've actually did.

Now, well, this can't sleep thing, I think I've been thinking about too much stuffs when I'm trying to sleep, so that's why I can't sleep, rather distracted though. I think God really has it all planned. Next thing, you see, I suddenly got this urge to sing this song 'Heart Of Worship', so I just sat up, and I went to took the song sheet from one of the prayer meeting, and I started singing.

Next, I then start to sing 'Secret Place'. When I reached the chorus, this is where God start to touch me. Tears start to roll down my cheeks, arrgh, it's been so long...Oh Lord, feel me with Your love again.. The Holy Spirit then prompt me to stop, and so I started to speak in tongues.

Before I continue, I got to admit, I have not been praying for the past 3 weeks. When I spoke in tongues, I recalled what Pastor Kong said last Sunday, some of us christians, some of us are so good in putting up that 'Christian act', going to church and stuff, appearance may look spiritual, a faithful christian, but deep in the heart has long drawn away from God.. But, really thank God, I almost, almost... at least there's this feeling knowing that not praying to God for so long is not very good..

Ok, back to the incident. The moment I start to repent before the Lord, admitting my mistakes, indeed God is faithful all the times, no matter what wrongs we've done, as long as we come before His throne and repent before Him, Jesus is always willing to forgive and forget. God is so so so wonderful. The moment I repent before Him, I immediately cried non-stop. Ah, that feeling is what I have been desiring for, a touch that I've been wanting for a very long time... After crying for sometime, there's this unknown feeling, like something being lifted up from my heart, felt like this burden of not praying to God has been lifted up to heaven, and I feel this joy in my heart. After that I just continued to pray for christmas and ended, and went to sleep.

Morning, I woke up to bring my brother to the children's church christmas celebration. Even though that he went there for the whole service his face was kind of emotinless, but nevermind, I don't blame him, because it's his first time going to this place... Hope that when he grows up one day he'll accept Christ also!!

Anyway, today my new hair 曝光了!!! Arrgh... haha...lol

Jamming Experience

Ok, this is not the first time I went to a jamming studio to jam, so for some who think it is, it's not. I also know some of you out there must have heard me saying this like for a lot of times, and you're bored...okok, I know. I'm excited because, everytime I go jamming with my friends, I don't really have a major role down there, either playing keyboard for 1 or 2 songs, and sing or stone for the rest of the time.

This time, it's different, because this is a first time I'm in a major role of the song! A drummer! Man, my first time playing the whole song on the drum part! Felt so fun!

Without asking the vocalist, there's good and bad... Good is some parts we are setting up, and then some we had to get the notes or beats right, before we move on, so that took up quite some time, and if the vocalist was there, that person might probably felt bored... Bad is, you know, guys can only focus on one thing, at most 2 or 3 things at a time, so without a vocalist at that time really was hard because just purely the music cannot really guide us through the whole song...

The whole experience was fun, we played awaken my soul, rain down, but god, Shamus played the drums on shine like stars, great is our god, rain down, and the rest of the songs I kind of forgotten...

Well, anyway, Yong Jing had his fun before he flew off. The next time if the few of us have to jam again, will be next year...hmmm, looking forward...

Wasted, never took a picture that day...

Breakaway Youth Camp

Woohoo!! The youth camp was fun! SO FUN! Too bad I can't stay overnight... :(

Well, nevertheless, I spent a great day with the rest of my cg members! It's really a great day, at least one of my slacking days wasn't wasted..haha!

I was supposed to meet Xiu Wen, Gary and Hui Tong at JE at 2, but, I know, I was late...so sorry guys! :P

Had some chatting along the way though, by the time we reached there, we were just on time for the talk......

...to end... HAHAHahaha...erm...okok..

We had a short prayer, then all of us went back to the room to take our bibles before we report back to the room. A lot of 'wars' going on in the room when everyone came back, because there's a lot of bombing, and cheering, and some sort of mini competition led by Pastor CK. We then have ourselves embraced in God's presence in the room. Some of us manifested, some laughed, some cried, some, erm, nothing much, I was one..haha. Even so, it's great to feel God's presence! :)

After all praying, some had to leave, the rest then proceed down for dinner. Wow! Sumptuous dinner! It's a buffet, and thank God, all I can eat! Haha.. I felt like I'm back to a secondary school camp, kind of miss those kinds of camp...

We then went up to the hall after dinner, for the preaching by Pastor CK. After the word, we were supposed to hold this white candle(kind of like the Saviour King video), and then gather back to pray in groups. I prayed for Wei Siong, and he prayed for me. Woo, felt more closer as brothers! At the end, we took a group photo, look at this.

Actually, there should be another photo, with Pastor CK, but catching the last train is more important, so no choice.

Along the way back, Gary sort of emo, then Wei Qiang wants to sleep, he went to other side, Xiu Wen and I then sort of 'emo' and walked to the other cabin. Haha, when we went to Outram park, the annoncement announced that the last train to Boon Lay has left, so no train...AAHHHH, no choice, cab is the only way. Now I still owe Wei Qiang money...haha...

OK, I gotta go now. Yawn....

My great brother in Christ.

I don't really know what to blog, so I might just as well blog about this person.

This person, is none other then, Benjamin Chan. :)

I just really wanna thank God for this wonderful bro, we are like very very very very very the close now. Haha. Nothing we can't share about, we even start talking about each other's family, and we would always encourage each other. Although we sometimes may suddenly quarrel during soccer, but we would get it over very quickly.

Just really wanna thank God that He placed us into the same secondary school and the class during sec 2. God really has it all planned. We both actually know our own characters and each other characters through our own frequent sharing, and now we can really see the changes that God has done in our own respective lives, although there's still one thing we really need to improve.

Our temper problem.

I realise both of us actually live in a family who is constantly giving pressure unto our lives, which in turns really make us very hot-tempered, and also the friends we actually have in the school... Of course we will try our very best to really kick away this problem, and really become a person who has a lot of patience. I believe one day we will be able to become this kind of person. :)

I'm able to share things with him is not because he was the one that brought me back, but it's the kind of bond you actually had when in secondary school, when playing soccer, when going out, all kinds of stuffs that will do when in secondary school. It's because we knew each other too well, that's why we are able to talk openly to each other.

No matter what just really wanna thank God for this wonderful wonderful brother, a brother in Christ, a teammate in soccer, a soul-mate that I can share my worries about, really thank you for everything. :)

John 15:13--Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.