Few days compressed into one..

Ok, I know I'm not online or anything, I'm using Ben's laptop to blog.. haha..

Just want to blog about what happened these few days.

Hmm, 23rd of December, the 1st service in JW building, didn't attended the service, but went to serve for God. This is the 1st time I'm serving, so if I go alone I'll feel a bit weird, but luckily there's someone I know to accompany me, Siyuan, haha, thanks for the companion. We were almost late, so the both of us took cab from Keat Hong, but who knows, we were not late! Really wanna thank God for that, when we reach there, a guy told us that most of them are not here yet... arrgh... Nevertheless, still made quite a number of friends during serving, was fun, although tired, refilling the drinks, refilling again and again, but was fun though, took some of the food to eat also.. :P

The both of us then went to coffee shop to look for the rest. In the end, Wei Siong, May, Siyuan and me went to town, because Wei Siong had to look for a gift for his ministry gift exchange I think...silver in colour is the theme, and at most 5 bucks. Haha. We were kind of good at walking though, from Somerset station we can walk all the way to Far East Shopping Centre...hahaha, and in the end I have to walk back all the way to Paragon to look for my mum, May meeting her friends, Siyuan had to reach home early, Wei Siong had nothing to do, so all 3 of them went off, left me...haha, I had to go back to accompany my mum to celebrate her friend's birthday anyway, so no choice la...

24th of December, Christmas eve, was also fun. Benjamin King and Chong Zhi went for the service, and King got saved! Basically other than this, nothing much happened, it's what happened later. Kenny, Wei Siong, Siyuan and me went to Jurong Point to look for a gift for Kenny's girlfriend. Initially he wanted to buy a musical box, but we couldn't find, so he decided to look for alternative gifts, I'm not sure what he wants to buy, but he's also very funny, went to look for a gift for his girlfriend during the last minute... When I reached home, I went to look for Raymond, and we were considered kind of good, haha. We talked all the way from 11 pm all the way to Christmas morning 8 am... This is the reason I didn't went for the service yesterday, initially I didn't mean to sleep, but who knows, I slept in the end...... Got to apologise, May's present for some of the people in the cg are still with me... yikes!

Christmas day, I went to look for my shoes before the Christmas offer ends...haha, bought a pair of new shoes! Look out for it! Haha. Thanks mum!

26th of December, Boxing Day, I'm at Ben's house now...blogging, going to taunt later...haha, ok, I shall stop here now, go play!!! :D

A touch from God...

This morning, about five plus, I can't get to sleep. This is where everything happens, God is indeed faithful, even though I did something that may hurt Him, He still never gives up on me, I'll tell you people later what I've actually did.

Now, well, this can't sleep thing, I think I've been thinking about too much stuffs when I'm trying to sleep, so that's why I can't sleep, rather distracted though. I think God really has it all planned. Next thing, you see, I suddenly got this urge to sing this song 'Heart Of Worship', so I just sat up, and I went to took the song sheet from one of the prayer meeting, and I started singing.

Next, I then start to sing 'Secret Place'. When I reached the chorus, this is where God start to touch me. Tears start to roll down my cheeks, arrgh, it's been so long...Oh Lord, feel me with Your love again.. The Holy Spirit then prompt me to stop, and so I started to speak in tongues.

Before I continue, I got to admit, I have not been praying for the past 3 weeks. When I spoke in tongues, I recalled what Pastor Kong said last Sunday, some of us christians, some of us are so good in putting up that 'Christian act', going to church and stuff, appearance may look spiritual, a faithful christian, but deep in the heart has long drawn away from God.. But, really thank God, I almost, almost... at least there's this feeling knowing that not praying to God for so long is not very good..

Ok, back to the incident. The moment I start to repent before the Lord, admitting my mistakes, indeed God is faithful all the times, no matter what wrongs we've done, as long as we come before His throne and repent before Him, Jesus is always willing to forgive and forget. God is so so so wonderful. The moment I repent before Him, I immediately cried non-stop. Ah, that feeling is what I have been desiring for, a touch that I've been wanting for a very long time... After crying for sometime, there's this unknown feeling, like something being lifted up from my heart, felt like this burden of not praying to God has been lifted up to heaven, and I feel this joy in my heart. After that I just continued to pray for christmas and ended, and went to sleep.

Morning, I woke up to bring my brother to the children's church christmas celebration. Even though that he went there for the whole service his face was kind of emotinless, but nevermind, I don't blame him, because it's his first time going to this place... Hope that when he grows up one day he'll accept Christ also!!

Anyway, today my new hair 曝光了!!! Arrgh... haha...lol

Jamming Experience

Ok, this is not the first time I went to a jamming studio to jam, so for some who think it is, it's not. I also know some of you out there must have heard me saying this like for a lot of times, and you're bored...okok, I know. I'm excited because, everytime I go jamming with my friends, I don't really have a major role down there, either playing keyboard for 1 or 2 songs, and sing or stone for the rest of the time.

This time, it's different, because this is a first time I'm in a major role of the song! A drummer! Man, my first time playing the whole song on the drum part! Felt so fun!

Without asking the vocalist, there's good and bad... Good is some parts we are setting up, and then some we had to get the notes or beats right, before we move on, so that took up quite some time, and if the vocalist was there, that person might probably felt bored... Bad is, you know, guys can only focus on one thing, at most 2 or 3 things at a time, so without a vocalist at that time really was hard because just purely the music cannot really guide us through the whole song...

The whole experience was fun, we played awaken my soul, rain down, but god, Shamus played the drums on shine like stars, great is our god, rain down, and the rest of the songs I kind of forgotten...

Well, anyway, Yong Jing had his fun before he flew off. The next time if the few of us have to jam again, will be next year...hmmm, looking forward...

Wasted, never took a picture that day...

Breakaway Youth Camp

Woohoo!! The youth camp was fun! SO FUN! Too bad I can't stay overnight... :(

Well, nevertheless, I spent a great day with the rest of my cg members! It's really a great day, at least one of my slacking days wasn't wasted..haha!

I was supposed to meet Xiu Wen, Gary and Hui Tong at JE at 2, but, I know, I was late...so sorry guys! :P

Had some chatting along the way though, by the time we reached there, we were just on time for the talk......

...to end... HAHAHahaha...erm...okok..

We had a short prayer, then all of us went back to the room to take our bibles before we report back to the room. A lot of 'wars' going on in the room when everyone came back, because there's a lot of bombing, and cheering, and some sort of mini competition led by Pastor CK. We then have ourselves embraced in God's presence in the room. Some of us manifested, some laughed, some cried, some, erm, nothing much, I was one..haha. Even so, it's great to feel God's presence! :)

After all praying, some had to leave, the rest then proceed down for dinner. Wow! Sumptuous dinner! It's a buffet, and thank God, all I can eat! Haha.. I felt like I'm back to a secondary school camp, kind of miss those kinds of camp...

We then went up to the hall after dinner, for the preaching by Pastor CK. After the word, we were supposed to hold this white candle(kind of like the Saviour King video), and then gather back to pray in groups. I prayed for Wei Siong, and he prayed for me. Woo, felt more closer as brothers! At the end, we took a group photo, look at this.

Actually, there should be another photo, with Pastor CK, but catching the last train is more important, so no choice.

Along the way back, Gary sort of emo, then Wei Qiang wants to sleep, he went to other side, Xiu Wen and I then sort of 'emo' and walked to the other cabin. Haha, when we went to Outram park, the annoncement announced that the last train to Boon Lay has left, so no train...AAHHHH, no choice, cab is the only way. Now I still owe Wei Qiang money...haha...

OK, I gotta go now. Yawn....

My great brother in Christ.

I don't really know what to blog, so I might just as well blog about this person.

This person, is none other then, Benjamin Chan. :)

I just really wanna thank God for this wonderful bro, we are like very very very very very the close now. Haha. Nothing we can't share about, we even start talking about each other's family, and we would always encourage each other. Although we sometimes may suddenly quarrel during soccer, but we would get it over very quickly.

Just really wanna thank God that He placed us into the same secondary school and the class during sec 2. God really has it all planned. We both actually know our own characters and each other characters through our own frequent sharing, and now we can really see the changes that God has done in our own respective lives, although there's still one thing we really need to improve.

Our temper problem.

I realise both of us actually live in a family who is constantly giving pressure unto our lives, which in turns really make us very hot-tempered, and also the friends we actually have in the school... Of course we will try our very best to really kick away this problem, and really become a person who has a lot of patience. I believe one day we will be able to become this kind of person. :)

I'm able to share things with him is not because he was the one that brought me back, but it's the kind of bond you actually had when in secondary school, when playing soccer, when going out, all kinds of stuffs that will do when in secondary school. It's because we knew each other too well, that's why we are able to talk openly to each other.

No matter what just really wanna thank God for this wonderful wonderful brother, a brother in Christ, a teammate in soccer, a soul-mate that I can share my worries about, really thank you for everything. :)

John 15:13--Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.

New Jurong West Service!!!!!!

Yeah, today is first new English service in the Jurong West Church, wow, the atmosphere is comparable to expo! Guess what, the place is so packed that people had to sit on the stairs! Praise the Lord!!!

Today's message was awesome, it's about confidence, which is really quite true, and I'm very very impacted by today's message. Today was so so packed, very squeezy though, maybe not as squeezy as expo, haha.

After service, all of us went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat, some went home. After eating, some of us went off first, Shamus, Kathryn, Siyuan, Ben and his cousin, and me! Haha...okok, then Shamus suggest go play pool, in the end, only Shamus, me and Siyuan going. I really must say, she really very the blur ah, sigh... Never mind. To pool, hmm, nothing much to say actually, only thing is she really, sigh.... never mind, I think Shamus and I know can already. Hahaha.

I then went back, and I went to Ben's house, to play winnning and FIFA, well, seems like both our skills in respective games haved 'swopped'.. I lost him in FIFA, he lost me in winning..Haha, then I went back home. Haha, now hungry, I'll go look for something to eat.

Signing out!!!

Hurt and pain and stress

I can't stand it anymore... I feel so hurt, so hurt...

So hurt..so so hurt..

Why does this thing happen to me? I can't stand it anymore...

Is there a way out???

Why am I always facing dilemmas about such things?

Why? Why? Why?

I don't want to talk too much, I just feel so hurt, so pain, so stress...

What am I suppose to do? God, where are You??? Let me seek healing and rest in You......

Well, I think you all seldom see me so emo before, so just let me be emo for once...
And when can I go play basketball with Wei Siong and the rest? and when it jamming coming?

Arrgh...

I just continue to stay emo................................

Job looking day.

Heehee, I know I never blog for quite sometime since 6 of November, Chunli also ask me to blog, so ok, I'm here to share with you my experience of looking the job the second time(since I did the same thing last year :P).

Starting from the mourning, I was still asleep at 9:54am, until Wei Siong called me. Seriously speaking guys, I'm really sorry, because I REALLY REALLY totally forgotten...my mind is like filled up with other things, my youngest brother's primary 3 books, my the other brother's medical checkup, my mother's own checkup...arrgh, lots of things cramp in my mind, no wonder my own thigns I actually shove it aside...

Ok, back to the story, I woke up bringing my phone to the computer table, and I smsed Wei Siong why he called me, he replied that we are supposed to meet for the job interview, then my sudden thought is like, oh my God! I actually forgotten, I then immediately changed into my clothes, look for something to eat and just rush out. When I reached there, man...I was the target of all, since I was late... We went to interview for a job in NTUC Fairprice in BPP...

After the interview, since Ben had to go to school, the rest went home and met at CCK station, I went to Wei Siong's house, and Wei Qiang went back on his own. Ok, this is the 'exciting' part. I was taking a 'ride' on Wei Siong's bike, the 'tofu' car(those who have watched Initial-D should know what I'm talking about), there's a stand for people to stand at the back wheel, so I stood up and grab his shoulder.. Man, his swaying and turning made me nervous, because I don't know whether I would fall, it's not I don't trust him, it's the gravity keep pulling me back, so it's like I'm trying to balance myself on both the bike and myself.. Here comes this part, Wei Siong suddenly said 'I believe I can fly!' , and since I've said the gravity keeps pulling me back, and I tend to pull him back. So when the moment he let go his hands, I almost pulled him down together, and I just fall backwards. Luckily, I'm able to balance myself when I fall, and he's able to balance himself back on the bike, so thank God for His protection, no one was hurt! :P
In the end, I just had to jog the whole journey to his house, making myself sweaty...

When we went to town, we were supposed to look for more job opportunities, guess what we did?

We went to KFC and sat down and chit chat and relax...... Man, aren't we suppose to look for jobs? We then stood up and start to walk around.. Instead of looking a job, we went to look at swords instead, and eventually, arcade... Ben need to go to Chinatown to look for his mother, so the 3 of us we went to Plaza Singapura to look for jobs. Well, we did found some, some we had to call the office ourselves, we applied GV, adn my old company, Creative, hmm, I'm supposed to go online to submit my own resumè... We then took the MRT home.

Wei Qiang and I then return to BPP to look at some stuffs. To our surprise, we met Ben there again! We then chat for quite sometime, before I went to look for my mum. We went to Swensons to eat, and I saw my class Weisiong! Haha, what a coincidence day it was!! Wow..

Well, since yesterday we never took any pictures, so no pics. Haha!!

Finally...

Haha, finally, I'm blogging again... yaya, I knowsome people asked me to blog, so here I am...

Today is the end of my 'O' levels, and I'm what, now at Ben's house slacking and thon...lol

Actually I plan to blog on my birthday, but my com was somehow locked by my father, so I'm not able to blog about my birthday. Hmmm, my I didn't went to school, and I have cgm later in the evening, and like so many ppl wished me happy birthday. Haha, first time in my life... That day's cgm was fellowship one, so no sermon... Then halfway when I was eating the food prepared by some people, Xiu Wen suddenly took out the cake from the fridge... I was so shocked... I thought only got one slice, cos I see the rest all got one slice only...

Well, ok, move on to the next part, after singing, after blowing the candles, Xiu Wen took out the presents, a card and wishes from the cg, and a shirt from the cg, nice shirt though, adn drumsticks from both Ben and Ng. I was suppose to do my quiz that day, for my 'Getting Started'. While I was doing halfway, my mum called me and asked me what time will I be home, because my relative, cousins and my nephew is waiting for me...and my mum also told me that there was 2 cakes at home, 1 from my father and my mother... I was stunned... and I told her there's a cake with me... Man, I'm so blessed this year, 3 cakes... after the quiz and the celebration from the cg, I rushed back home... sian, I was actually thinking of celebrating with the cg...

Ok, back to the end of 'O' levels, actually now I also don't know what can do..haha..so just thought of thinking of slacking and thoning at Ben's house... Okok, here's a pic.




Haha, taken at his house... okok, sign off now, go play somemore!! :P :D

New shoe bag

This week I'm blessed with a new show bag. Adidas somemore! Haha...

Actually I'm supposed to blog about this a few days ago, but I just forgotten about it.

I really gotta buck up, my chem and my phy!! Combined science is my weakness, but I believe that God will help me through this, He's always there with us whenever we faces problems.

Father, I pray that You can help me to do well for this O level examinations, this is the second time I'll be taking this, so I pray that You can help me to get through this. I pray the Holy Spirit to come to guide me and to help me in my revisions and also to remember the things I'm supposed to remember for my exams. I also want to pray for my friends, as they are also taking their national examinations. JJ, Wei Siong, Yong Jing, Shamus, Jian Koon, May. I pray that You can bless all of them to do well in their national examinations, so that all of us can do well for our examinations and really begin to testify Your works with the good results that we get. I also want to pray for W116 adn W143, even though some of us has swapped cg, but I pray that we will be able to grow stronger under Elaine or Xiu Wen, I pray that Lord, You can give the both of them a greater anointing, so that they can lead the cg into a higher level. I also pray that You can also begin to give them strength as they are both busy with their work and school. I pray that You can give them the patience and the ability to handle things better as they begin to handle more problems in an individual cg. I pray that I can begin to learn more in W143, and I can grow more mature in my spiritual life. Lord, I also pray that You can put an amount into my heart, so that I can really know how much should I give, so that I'm giving and at the same time I'm sacrificing for Your Kingdom. I thank You Lord for all the blessings that You have given me, and I pray that all my prayers will come to pass. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Angelo farewell

Yesterday, Kelvin, Darryl, Suhaimi, Farid, Ali, Hakim, Raj, Chong Zhi and me went to meet Angelo before he flew to Philippines. This time I won't really talk much, all will be pictures.

Angelo eating chicken rice

Raj and Kelvin

Ali, Farid, Hakim and me

Suhaimi the cool

Aimi and Kelvin AliAli and me

Playing a fool

ooo, cleaning in progress...

Group pics we took

While checking in

Enjoy the difference??!!!

Angelo's flight

More group pics coming up...

The next 10 photos, you need to view it in the windows picture view and clicking next, only then you can see something. Save it somewhere!

The next few pictures are individual pictures we took with the star...(I chose the better looking one among the two.)

Boycotted band

4C class reunite!

Walking Angelo to the departure gate

Can't bear...

Angelo departing into the gate

It's a waste Chan didn't come, and we spent too much time on choosing a bag, instead of doing something memorable, well, we'll have another chance next time after 4 to 6 months! Looking forward to it!!

Darryl, Kelvin, Suhaimi, Farid and I took maxi cab home yesterday, the cab was quite fast though...haha, we then parted near the T-Junction, and all of us went home to rest...