Working while blogging???

Haha...long time since i posted any shit on this....

Finally I found myself a work, working at creative, at a redemption counter...sometimes kinda boring, but when u r busy, heh heh, u got no time to stop, when i am blogging this, i gotta make sure that there is no one that need my help..haha

It's been a long time since I posted any thing, I oso donno what to write...While i was writing halfway, someone needed my help...well, I helped...haha

Kinda scared now...2 mths later I will be receiving my O levels results...god, what shud i do? I'm afraid I did no do well, but, even if I have to regret, it's too late, I have to leave everything to god now...

Hope so, god bless me, and my friends, my classmates, all those who took O levels this year...

Prelims comin

well, I sure say that time goes fast for the graduating classes, it's just a blink of an eye and here we are, towards the last few days of August. The second last day, we will be having our English prelim paper, die liao lah...scared I fail, Eng is the most important subject of all...

Well, maths I can do a little more practices, phy gotta remember all the formulas and laws...arrghh, I hate it...chem, still can cope, but still not very stable...the worst is humanities...Geography and combined humanities. Geography, I have to memorise all the steps of how something form in physical geography and how to analyze in human geography...History, still gotta remember the important events and of course, social studies, gotta remember this conflict, that conflict...so borin...most important...write fast. F&N, just focus on theory, hopefully I can vomit everything on the essay question.

It's time to countdown now people, for we have only about less than a week to prelims, then a month or two, it's the 'O's...we gotta prepare ourselves for this last battle after ten years of preparations...after one month, it's party time...YEAH!!! SO, THE IMPORTANT THING NOW IS TO STUDY!!! STOP PLAYING!!! LOL, god bless us..yeah..and work hard...

Study hard

Haha, I've gotta study hard now..no more slackin and playin..coz the prelims are around the corner. Few more weeks after the prelims, we will be facing our greatest nightmares...the 'O' levels...haha, just jokin...If u have studied hard, paid attention in class, always do revision, u should have no problem in it...I wonder if anyone who's reading my blog now is like this...well..luck is also important, but, still working hard is the key...

Man, more and more tuition...King wants to join my eng tuition, together with kelvin, and I gotta go to chem tuition with the ppl I have mentioned in my last posting..den my maths with the same tutor of english...well...just work hard, study, revise and listen in class.

My chinese got A2, but i want to retake, in order to get A1, as this one point makes a lot of difference to the overall points...well...haha...let nature takes its course then, we just have to work hard, that's all.

F&N coursework

Man, I've gotta do my coursework like hell man...It's like very rush...although the deadline has been pushed back for us...I got like donno how many pages to complete...now still tryin to 'qiong' for it...

Man, tomorrow, i will be having my English 'O' levels oral...die liao lah...i scared i will start to stutter when i start to speak or i will read the passage too weird...shit man...'O' levels sux man...but no choice, still gotta take the exam, it's for our own good, but everyday in our life is "study, exams, study, exams..." It's so borin...we dont even have the time to pick out time for our own leisure time...

I will be going for a new chemistry tuition next wednesday, together with kelvin, cerenna, shirley, jasmine and hui min...I wonder how the teacher will teach...whether is it good or not...but judging from darryl, jing yi and ali's results, I think should be not bad lah...so, just no worries and work hard...

Shit man...prelims...than 'O' levels...arrghh!!! STRESS LIFE AHHH!!!!

Doggy gone...sob sob

After school, I went back home. I was preparing to play with the dog as the dog is to be given away soon. But when I open the door, my mum's room was open, I thought my grandmother let it run around the hse, but I look around the hse, I just cannot find the dog. Then she told me the dog was brought down by my mum, then it came back by itself, but she did not let it in, cos she closed the wooden door. You know when I heard this, I was so fed up and upset, I went into the room to cry over the dog.

I was afraid that the dog has nothing to eat outside...I'm scared that it would get beaten by small primary school boys...I'm scared that it might get into an accident...I'm scared of everything...Now that I have nothing left of the dog, only its food, napkin, shampoo (which I did not even get to use it), its toy, and the video I took for him the day it went into our hse...sob sob.
If the dog meets an accident outside, I will never forgive you both for the rest of my live...What I hope now is I hope that god will bless him to find a good owner to take care of him...with food, bed everything that he needs, and I hope that he will be happy, better than my home, where there are two DAMN EVIL person...I hope that the family will just love the dog, like my mum and I do...

In Jesus name we pray, amen......

Dog or no dog

On Sunday, during about 11pm, a yellowish dog came into my hse, tit's kinda cute, my mum said that she want to keep it. I was so happy, coz this is the first time I'm having a dog as a pet. I was so happy that time. Yesterday my mum and I even went to buy the essential things for the dog.

Everything was so happy until my stupid father, he has some kind of aura around him, as dogs are sensitive, it just keeps on barking at him, my father, donno what the hell is wrong with him, threatens to hit the dog. Well, if you tries to hit a dog, it will bark even louder, then my father took his jeans tried to whack the dog, but luckily, it ran away quickly, and it came and sit on my lap. Before he went out, he sarcastically said that this is a beast, not a human, why didn't I hug my brother like I hug this dog.

I feel like telling him that time, how did you know that I did not hug my sickly brother before, did he also show the same care towards my sick brother also? All he do is always beat him hard, even though he is a brain tumor victim. This kind of thing, it cannot be blamed right? All he knows is to take my brother to vent his anger. What else does he know?

Now, the dog will be leaving me soon, either give it to Jane, or my mum's friend. I can't bear to leave this dog. Is it funny? Just a night or two and I have already built a strong relationship with dog? Or am I being too emotional? I donno, and I don want to know...It' s just..I'll miss the dog, after buying things for him, I hate it, I don't want to give this dog away. I really hate it...I just hope that this 1 year old puppy will find a more comfortable home and a dog owner who loves him more than we do, and I do hope that the dog will be happy there...All I wish for is to find a pace for this doggy to stay happyily without being threatened and I can visit him easily... :( sob sob...

After F&N 'O' Levels

Well...it's over. My cooking...it's not bad...but somehow, my steam egg, bleh...no taste at all (sux man!!) But few ppl think that my baked fish is not bad, worth a try...Yes, can improve on it. Whereas, my rice sandwich, it's too big, and the fillings keep on dropping out from between the seaweed. Maybe it's becoz i nvr cover the rice after i finish mixing the ingredients, so that's why, it's still so loose between the rice. It's a waste, coz that time, i can play soccer in school. Well, 'O' levels more important...that time, our team play against Ridwan's team, the Royal Blues, with Ilyas and Hakim in their team...Most of our teammates went to D&T, while Raymond and I went to F&N, so the team still lack of few players. I donno how Yao Jie got the remaining players, but the keeper is sure good! He caught a fast header from the corner, directly to his chest and caught between his arms! WOW!!! The final score is 7-2, our team got 7 (Yay!) It's a good start, still gotta improve on our skills, to prepare for our matches after our 'O's...haha...LOL

F&N Coursework

Oh my god!! It's going to be cooking tomorrow, and i'm scared of cooking. I had to choose 3 dishes and 1 drink to prepare for my 'O' levels. Tomorrow will be a scary day, and I am now currently tryin to finsh my coursework part B, it's kinda hard...I scared...I scared the food that I will be preparing taste sux when it comes out, what am I going to do? Well, gotta face the truth, 'O' levels coming soon, if I dont work hard, I wonder what m i supposed to do, so work hard, stay focus on my cooking tomorrow and hope for the best...blah blah blah...LOL

Chinese over

Well...Chinese 'O' levels is over, but I still need to cop with six more subjects: English (my weakness), Maths (still can cope), Science (gotta buck up), Combine Humanities (really tryin) and Geography (tryin too)...Really afraid of my english...or should I say all of them...

Now I'm having holidays...but we still need to go back to school, well it's for our own good isn't it? It's seems like I have missed two lessons of sciences, cause I'm sick!! Man...Why must I get sick at these times? I really need to buck up on my sciences...

说真的, 中四真的很难熬, 但只要有恒心, 我相信我们一定可以及格的...加油!!! KAMPATEI NE!!!!

The reality

Man, just got back my own report book. I actually failed 4 out of 7 subjects! Man, how I am I going to survive with grades like this? Unless I stop playin now and start studying now...or else...but of course, talk is cheap...I must do it with actions...and push myself to exceed my own limit to get to the courses I want in poly...or else, I can't go anywhere with this kind of results. So, better start preparing for my chinese'O' Levels before I start to concentrate on other subjects. I really feel like dropping Geography, I still can't score well in my humanities subjects...

Chinese 'O' Levels

Man...It's going to be chinese 'O's soon...I mean it's so quick, I'm playin and it's like it's just a sudden blink of an eye...It's too fast...I juz wonder if I can take it...Hope I can get an A1 for this chinese paper, and of course and B3 for the rest of the subjects. All I have to do is to control myself playing too much com and start to concentrate before the June holidays, man, god bless...I know Jesus the lord will be at my side always, whatever I do and wherever I go...everywhere...

Test Test Test...

Aye....tests are so stressful...juz a week of test last week, and now another four days of test...it's gonna be hell!!! Sec 4 life..tests non stop...sian ah...wonder if I can cope with all these?

Bad Day

Today, kinda monday blues... Early in the morning, I was told to redo my F&N coursework... My god... That's a long one. I've a headache redoing my whole coursework... Need lots of ideas to redo and reconstruct the whole table and concept. Weird day...boring day, still have a chemistry test later on, and the whole class have to stay back for geography remedial. I was thinking that I can go home early to have a good nap in the afternoon, but it seems that I can't do that now. I did not slept well yesterday night, man, I slept at one a.m. ... This morning my whole body was aching, and it seems that I have a headache, and I feel tired...I was thinking of not coming to school today, but, for the sake of my studies, I must come no matter what.......

Study Study Study!

sian ah, now i have to do my own F&N project again, that's why I have the time to write down here. Yesterday valentine's day, very boring, nothing to do. Although 'O' Levels is still a few months away, i can already feel the tension in me. Gotta work hard for my 'O'!!