Interesting...

Few days ago, Tham showed me a website, which really caught my attention till now.

It's actually a website that's revealing the dark and evil side of the America music industry. It actually explains to you what are the meaning of some songs that certain artists are singing: The music videos, the items used in the videos, the scenes of the videos, the backgrounds, the meaning of filming the videos this way, the costumes the artists wear during the shoot of the videos, the lyrics of the song.

Well, basically, it actually talks about the occult groups that are actually controlling the music industry, and it actually talks about mind-control, worshipping the devil, illuminatis.

Mind control... you'd probably be thinking either it's that website talking crap or I'm talking nonsense, but... this actually happened in the past, it's actually a project, of controlling people's minds by tormenting them, making them go through certain events that actually traumatize them, then show them fairytale story, which sort of lead their brains into making 'walls' in their minds that actually 'shield' them from all these traumatizing events. The handlers, which is actually the ones that planned everything, will then start to shape out another human character from there to control them.

Worshipping the devil. Need I say more?

Illuminatis... well, if you'd watch the movie 'Angels and demons', you'd probably know who the illuminatis are.

Here's the link if any of you are interested, but, just to let you know, don't be so obsessed with the articles too much. Who knows, this may be true, this may be fake, but the one thing is, don't think too much...

http://vigilantcitizen.com/

My mind is made up

My mind is made up.

It's just the problem of how do I actually start it.

God.... I need Your help.... Please help me....

It's killing me!!!

The thought of it is going to kill me!!! If I just don't get an answer soon enough, or I just don't act quick enough, I may just go crazy over the thought!!!

It's either this or that. Sometimes certain things are just so hard to speak it out. Things were never the same before, and things weren't as nice as it was before.

But the question comes back to me. Am I really sure about this? Will I ever regret someday the decision that I made?

*ponders*