Random post again...

3 more days...

Xiu Wen's bday coming soon...

Heehee... :P

Tired...ahh

Just finished bathing after coming back from work...Man, I'm so tired...haha, at least today was the second last day I'll be working in coffee bean...haha...

I'm so unlucky today, being scalded by a metal board which below it was a heater...and somemore I clamped my hand at the cake fridge while I was trying to close the sliding door, and now my thumb still hurts...ouch...

There's an incident which happens on Sunday which I had forgetten to talk about it...I saw a couple quarreling outside church that day.

It was very dramatic...Wen Shun, Kenny, Wei Siong, Jarrett, Rachel and I should know how dramatic it is...

Today, while I was on my work, I saw a weird person on the train...keeps on doing hand signs and actions to the air, and keeps scanning the passengers that walks in...as if he's some sort of police or something...

Somehow he just gives me one feeling...

Eerie.....

Haha...had so sore eyes this morning, and serious flu, and it's just so unbearable when I was walking...can you imagine, when working halfway, you have to visit the toilet just to sneeze? and it was like, 4 times?? Arrgh...

Second week of school

Today was the first day of second week of life in SP...need to start adjust to get use to schooling life again... Seriously, I think my class, not bad... haha, because I'm able to talk a lot of crap...haha, especially with Stanly. Lol, and today we were like laughing non-stop for the 2 hour break...

Today, CD lesson, the lecturer was speaking SPCORE values... I felt so sleepy... I think Kenny, Chong and Raymond would know what I meant...Haha

Speaking of Kenny, I saw him at FC 4 today, haha, last Thursday I saw him at the bridge connecting the school and the MRT station...haha.

Yesterday's service, Sidney Mohede came to lead praise and worship. Man, it was great!! Pastor Kong also preached a good message. :)

After service, Kenny, Wen Shun, Jarrett, Wei Siong and I went to Subway to have our lunch...so bored, but at least we talked some jokes and stuffs, haha, at least won't be so bored.

Ok, I shall stop here, I'm going to play games. :P

Start of school...

Finally, I started school 2 days ago... IT-Infomation Technology

Although in a sense, this course is fun, but all those computing codes are just gonna kill me...I mean, it's so complicated...but never mind, I'll persevere, I'll go learn...for the sake of my future...hahahahaha

Hmm, actually I also don't know what to blog about, just anyhow blog anything..haha

This pic is taken with Nikki Fletcher, a worship leader from an Australian church, CCC. Anyway, Pastor Tan's message was great last sun!!

Long day...

Hmm, sat went for cgc training, really wasn't expecting much in the beginning, but who knows, at near the end was the best...

After Dave finished preaching the word, the whole room just starts to get into a time of worship, this is when the presence of God starts to come... When singing one of the songs, I forgot the name of it, I knelt down, tears just flow down.

A sudden thought just came into my mind, 'Lord, I'm so unworthy of Your love and all that You've done for me.' After this thought, I felt that someone is telling me something. 'It's ok, even if you are faithless at times, I will always remain faithful.' and other stuffs...ahhhh, only one word to describe the whole presence and atmosphere.

Awesome. :)

After the whole session, a lot of us gathered together to share our thoughts and views, E448, W116 and W143 all gathered together, and we prayed in the end. :)

E448 had to leave as they had to go for service, Ng and Ben went elsewhere, so left May, Gary, Wei Siong and me, we were talking with Xiu Wen also. Haha. She asked me to show her play drums, but I didn't bring my 'chopsticks' (literally drum sticks...) out, so, I used pen, haha, played for VERY short while, then stop, as Dave need to do some announcements and stuffs, so in the end, I stopped...haha, well, maybe next time. :D

Gary and May went to buy some stuffs for cg refreshments, so Wei Siong and I went to Xiu Wen's Da Jie's house to help clear the place. Around 4 plus went to meet up Rachel and Nicholas. Kind of shocked that Nicholas would actually come for cg, as that time he said he doesn't want to come...haha, anyway, get to know Rachel better. Good start from my own problems, hmm, next, to really got to talk more to rest of the people in the cg.

Today wasn't very good, the cgm was not very good... At the end, all cgcs were asked into the room and we received discipleship...hmm, first time I receive so hard discipleship...abit not used to it...but only through such things we will grow...and at least I don't have those thoughts of rebellion and pride in my heart... Today sharing testimony, used a wrong word...so sorry Xiu Wen, I'll take note of that next time...

Went to the pasar malam at boon lay, May and Nicholas went to buy some stuffs to eat. Wei Siong saw Wen Shun at the interchange, then we had a short chat before we went off. Man, my eyelids just now was like very heavy...keep on closing, and somemore on the train to cck, I just fall towards my left, which was a stranger, ahhh.... I was so embarrassed, I apologised to that person, and say bye to Wei Siong and walked out of the train...

After blogging maybe I'll be sleeping soon....yawn...so tired...

Bad timing

What a bad timing to have 2 faulty stuffs...

My PSP, realised the battery was spoilt on wednesday, which means for the time being, I can't bring out to play for the time being, unless I go buy another battery...sigh...

Next, today, I went to SP to go self-cert my laptop, and guess what, as my laptop is lenovo, some stuffs in it is just came with the com, so if I went to self-cert, it means that the programs inside will be gone totally, and in the end, my sound was gone too as it was also part of the program!! Oh my God!! Now I have to download everything from the web and have to reinstall EVERYTHING!!! Man... I wonder when it'll be done...the downloading percentage and memory moves so slowly......

What are friends. (random post)

I just really want to thank God for Ben and Xiu Wen.

Ben, can really share alot of things with me, sometimes when I have problems, he can just share until I can link myself with the correct answer that I'm actually looking for. He really is good at sharing. :)

Xiu Wen, she's really a good leader. So blessed to have her as my leader. :) She immediately smsed me and asked me whether I'm ok when she knew that I shared some personal stuffs with Shifu and Ben. Even though Xiu Wen is like already busy with her SOT and her NTU exams, but yet she chose to be worried me. I gave her my word that I'll work things out and hang on, and told her not to worry about me. Really thank you. :)

Xiu Wen and Ben, so blessed to know them. :)

Flag Day...

Today, went to orchard to do my flag day, to do the module of poly...so lame...

Well, at least I made some friends in my class today. :)

Arrgh, flag day, those people that say 'no' to me, I think these people are way much better than those that ignored you.

MAN, I JUST HATE THE FEELING OF BEING TREATED AS AN INVISIBLE PERSON OR BEING WHEN I'M ACTUALLY NOT!! GET WHAT I MEAN?

Well, 'earned' $44.20, haha, I was kind of like second in the class so far. Lol...

Tomorrow got to go to poly to do the stupid self cert thing...bored, luckily got Raymond accompany me go, at least got someone to talk to..haha.

Grrr...

Great...I've been looking forward for my very own card, but I received a letter from XXX Company...

It's been denied...great...

*Poof*

There goes my dream of having my own guitar...

Stupid XXX Company...

Hmmm...

Pastor Tan preached a great message yesterday!! I was so impacted!! Especially the sleeping time..ahaha.. Ok, everyone thinks that sleeping 8 hrs is the exact time to maintain your good health right, let me tell you now. You are wrong. The exact time supposedly should be 6 and a half hours of sleep!!! Which means, you sleep less, you'll increase the chances of your death, you sleep too much, you'll also increase the chances of your death...

I can't believe I overslept yesterday!!! Xiu Wen called me at 1220, and I woke up at that time.........

Arrgh, I had to cabbed down...my money just flew away again...reached there bout 1250, whew! Thank God!!

Actually, nothing much to share, but one thing I just want to say, I can't take it anymore...

I'm just starting to feel that I'm not close to my cell group members anymore...seriously...not anymore...not as close I felt last year...not anymore...

Does the problem lies with me? Or does it...

I don't know...can someone help me??

Prayer CG

Yesterday's prayer cg was good. Even though there were only seven of us, Xiu Wen, Gary, Jarrett, Hui Tong, May, Kathryn and me. There's really the presence of God among us, indeed, when 2 or 3 are gathered, there He is in the midst of us.

Gary has rose up as a cgc yesterday. So, a few changes have been made about the groupings, Rachel and Junko will no longer be under me, it will be under Gary, since it was him that brought them in, and Markus will be placed under me...hmm, a little challenging, since I don't even know him and hardly talk to him, since he isn't a regular...

I was shocked about how much I left to give for the building fund!! Initially I thought it was a larger amount, but by the grace of God, what was left is surely enough for me to fulfill!! As long as I get my pay!!

Sigh, 2 problems now for me to to ponder now...I'm currently lacking in money...and also Xiu Wen asked me to quickly decide a ministry to join...erm, I'm still not really sure yet, because ministry needs greater commitment, so 2 choices, usher, which I hope I can serve on sunday and that's it...or like what Ben asked me to go, children church, which falls on the saturday...hmm... I don't know...

Anyway, yesterday, Gary, May, Xiu Wen and me went to eat dinner, due to me lack of money, I never eat, but Xiu Wen offered to share Yong Tau Fu with me, first, her mum has cooked, second, to fill back the half of my Yong Tau Fu which was taken away last sun...so this is to 'cover' back the lost one...hahaha, thanks Xiu Wen!! :)

Anyway, Ben shared something with me on wednesday. Ok, let me ask you something, go think about it. Your walk with God, do you build it on ministry? Or fellowship? Praise and worship? Titles and ranks? Or is it Jesus? Go think about it, it should at least inspire you to walk the correct path with God.

Ahhhhh...

Sun, was great fellowshipping, jamming to be precise. Haha. Ben have not send me the photos yet, so, I'll post it when I receive it. Great jamming, but still needs improvement and coordination. :)

Hmm, Mon went to celebrate Hui Tong's birthday, was supposed to meet 430...and I woke up at 445...arrgh...I can't believe it... Reached there about 545, and I was there to eat cakes...haha. Went to look for Raymond and Nick when I went home.

So bored...have to work on next day...