Pics taken yesterday

This are some of the pics taken yesterday, it's only three though, some are still with Jung Mun though, I'll get from him someday! lol!

Woo! The handsome Korean dude with me! Lol!

Making funny faces!!

Best pals 4eva!!

Jung Mun, we'll remember you!!

Last gathering with Jung Mun

Yesterday night, after bs, went to Lau Pa Sat to meet the rest to gather together with Jung Mun, they were eating there, I did not eat because I had bs...but the lesson was good also, just that I missed the first part of it because I fell asleep at home and I overslept...

We went to the side of the Singapore River, and we like celebrated a small farewell party for him. We took pictures with him, he look like a star!! Lol! He also sang us a song, a children song in Korean, which is about the 3 bears, and the other one is about him asking the rabbit where is he going if I never remember wrongly...haha

We like do alot of stupid stuffs...haha, just to like have a happy memory before Jung Mun returns to Korea, and one thing that kind of shocked me when I managed to do it. Ben and I alighted at JE, but I didn't expect that he'll actually went back into the train, which shocked me also, and thank God, I managed to jump back into the train, haha...See, being small-sized also has its own good points ok, see, jump into the train when the door is like so close to closing...lol, had an experience though...lol

Anyway, Jung Mun should be still on his way back while I'm blogging this...and due to my computer problem(I hate my laptop! Free ones are just so lousy!!), I signed in to MSN, and I saw Jung Mun adding me, but my whole computer hanged!!! I restarted the com, and when I re-log in, the window is gone!! I tried to use my memory to remember the email of his, and I tried to add, hope it's correct...

Arrgh, later got al lot of tests and mock test...arrgh, after vacation got major test...got to work even harder...

Meeting at YMCA

Initially this meeting was supposed to be at Riverwalk, but it was being changed to YMCA, I didn't ask the reason why...haha

Was a great meeting. Xiu Wen was finally back to lead P&W...haha. Pastor talked about 2 Chronicles, about how powerful fellowshipping is. We then talked about a lot of acronyms, about what we should do as mentors in the camp. Below are the points.

A.L.E.R.T.

C.O.D.E.R.E.D

P.R.O.

3Ps

From mentors to senior mentors we need time, trust, sharing and dialogue/communication.

We then talked about the schedules and stuffs about the camp. Brother Kenneth then briefed us about who is in charged of what...haha, Pastor also joked a lot, everyone was laughing. Lol.

After the meeting, the CGLs need to stay in the room for meeting, I was waiting for Xiu Wen though, and glad I did. Dorothea came out with her, which I didn't expect that, well, she has lessons though...haha. Anyway, went back on the MRT with Xiu Wen, was initially supposed to be talking to her, lol, even though she was doing the talking along the way, but really learn a lot. She really has high hopes on me, which of course, I don't want to disappoint her, I want to do my best for the Kingdom of God!!

Anyway, had quite a number of mock tests on Wed and Thurs, which I'm still not sleeping yet...lol, I don't like Java!! lol...

Compilation

Ok, just going to compile what happened on Saturday and Sunday...

Saturday, after I went back from Ben's house, changed and just prepare for his call to meet him up on the bus. We went to Peninsular Shopping Centre with Chong and Ng, as Chong and Ng wants to buy acoustic guitars. Sigh, we went to Davis and Maestro, ahhhh, I want an acoustic guitar!!! Lol...

We went to SMU basement to play guitars...but, we were being complained by the students there...We were too noisy, Ng says because our strumming are not synchronized, and our singing were sort of...hmm, too loud? I don't know...sigh... We then rush to pm, thank God we made it...haha, as we ran after 179 when we were at BL...

After pm, went to JP to eat at Subway with W116, and Ng treated me...thanks Bro!! :) Was quite tired though...

Sunday, was late for service, as I went to meet up Siyuan, was talking to her along the way, and sharing also. We reached there VERY late... Ok, Pastor Tan preached a very good message also, and he hold an altar call for those who wants or have a desire to be a leader in the future. Gary went up, Jarrett went up, I went up. Pastor Aries prayed for me, but this time round, maybe because of there's too many people, the moment we fall, in less than 3 mins, we were being called to stand up...

After debrief, the three of us were being asked to talk with Xiu Wen, which I also think what she say was quite true, if you truly want to be a leader, you'll have to show the desire and the enthusiasm that you really want to be one. The three of us were sort of hesitating and undecisive when we went up.

After that we went to JP to eat ourselves as Xiu Wen had to go meet pastor to discuss about the youth camp stuffs, and it was very long though... we had quite a good time fellowshipping there...
Went back home, was so tired anyway...

Later going to Riverwalk for meeting...

Year of Promotion

I'm seriously starting to think, this year shall be a year of promotion and breakthrough for me. I've joined usher, going to do more things in this time round youth camp. I seriously have a sense that God is going to use me in a special way for this time round's youth camp, although I still don't know what is it. Anyway, was happy that I went to all meetings, was kind of doing something more for this time's youth camp though, Pastor says the people that went to Thursday's meeting, camp experience will be difference from the rest, other than leaders though...haha.

Friday, went to make up cell at Elaine's cgm, due to me headache on Mon...anyway, was great though, really have the burden for W143 again, and was also fun, and also had a new creation for worship songs, I'll go on to that later. Went to meet up with Xiu Wen and Gary at JP, then we went to meet Elaine, Ben and Ng at BL ctrl station. The cg msg was great today. :) We took pics with Jung Mun, and thank Verona for the refreshments! :) After so long, never see Xiu Wen, kind of miss her though(I mean it!!!), and I also have a feeling that I'm more closer to Gary nowadays, after all the talkings. :) New step!!

While at the bus stop at NTU, Ben and I created a new trend, you know worship songs right, we made it so groovy and hip-hop!! Lol! He sings, I beat-box!! Haha, don't blame us though, we were just kind of high though...lol...

Anyway, I'm having free music behind me while I was blogging, Ben's playing guitar, going out tomorrow with them, before proceeding to pm. So going to have fun now! Lol...


Anyway, this is a pic Xiu Wen took for Gary and me....We were involved in an accident...We are in need of witnessess!! Help us...lol

The Power of God

Tuesday meeting...just one word to describe.

Awesome.

You know what, this was actually the first time that I actually fall under the power of God. Woo! The experience was great! I know some of you out there must be thinking, fall under the power of God only what...

Hey, it was great ok, somemore it's my first time experience this thing. About the meeting just now I also got something to say.

I can't get enough of God.

Seriously, when you are just in the presence of God, you seriously can't get enough. Right now, I'm seriously can't get enough of God...

Went to MRT station with Xuelin, Serene, Chun Li, Wei Siong. Saw Tina and Xuan Hong at the platform. Went back with Tina, Xuan Hong and Wei Siong from Outram Park, as the rest is taking towards Dhoby Ghaut that side...

I just love God so much!!!!

Counting down to Youth Camp--21 days...

2 fellowships I want to share...

Well, I know there's something bad going in on in my life, but I shall not say it here...cos I said it was about the 2 fellowships I want to share right...

First, was the fellowship with Wei Siong at CCK kopitiam at the bus interchange, haha, thank God that his friend can't make it to meet up with him, so I had the chance to eat and talk with him...haha. We had quite a chat though, and had fun. haha, and as for the contents of our conversation, hmm, shall not say out...haha, cos it's quite confidential. lol.

As for yesterday, hmm, went to hospital to visit Shifu, and well, I was so dumb, that I actually go the one big round route...-_-, well anyway, thank God that I reached there on time for the shuttle bus, with Qi Hui and Verona... reached there, the rest are already there, Shifu was so pale...even though the time we come was a bit better, but she still looks quite sick to me...got to pray for her also. The rest says it's due to inflammation at the appendix, so that's why she was admitted to the hospital...had quite a fellowship with W116. From that I got something, my cg is really for the time to change, our cg lacks love... Even Wei Liang, who's in tekong throwing grenades, called back to Ben the moment he received the message that Shifu was admitted to hospital. This sounds a little funny, but this is call true care and concern...

I can say that I myself is not perfect, I'm not doing enough, but that doesn't give us the reason not to do anything, I was just talking with Xiu Wen, I told her maybe it's because our cg are all teenagers, so there's still a certain level of maturity we are not there yet, and furthermore, teenagers nowadays tend to care more about themselves than the people around them...I just thought of this only, this is not part of my blogging...Cheryl is about the same age as me, if she can do it to care the people around her more than herself, why can't I do it...seriously, I think this is the willingness of the heart and the mind...hmm, repent repent...

After everything, went to Ben's house to stay for the night, and this time round, we didn't just go there to have fun. It was fruitful this time. Why?

We were able to have a guitar fellowship, learnt quite a number of songs, only thing need to improve on is the changing of chords, when Chong came, was blessed with roti prata!! We then went up to have another guitar fellowship again, then we worshipped the Lord, prayed, and everything felt better... went back to his room, as we had guitar fellowship at his balcony.

Went in to play wrestling, haha, Chong and I tagged to whack Ben, but in the end he won, because we can't really figure out the keys of the game...der...then Chong was tired, so he slept first, Ben and I continued with Winning till 6 in the morning, then we went to sleep. Woke up at 10 plus, played wrestling again, then we went down to have lunch and went home...

Just now was tired, so I fell asleep, and woke up, Xiu Wen was already online...oops...cos I planned to like chit chat with her through msn since she don't like to talk on phone...

Anyway, got to stop here, want to practice guitar again...haha..

The meeting at Riverwalk

Yesterday, went to Riverwalk for CGLs and CGCs meeting with the Pastor, the whole thing ended late than I expected though, but it was fun...haha.

Bought 3 char siew bao, ate one, the rest gave it to Jarrett because he was hungry...haha, bless him. Lol...

Vic left at 730, she got appointment though... After praise and worship, Pastor then began to share with us some stuffs, stirring the revival in offices, campuses and stuffs, I was stirred up though, but being stirred up there is no use, we got to really go back out there into the marketplace to do something once again before we can really make a difference... Pastor then began to ask who already has a prayer group in their own campuses or offices, quite a lot went up, which really makes me got to think back, it's really time for me to do something, be it it's with Kenny, or looking for some other people who is the same as me, to really meet up and pray, to pray for a revival, the salvation of our classmates and friends, from a prayer group become a bible study group, and then into a cell group and etc...

After everything, Jarrett and Gary briefed us, which I think that they are actually speaking the truth, it's just that our spirit-man is just not sensitive enough, eg, if a group of only 10 plus people, their praise and worship can be so way louder, why can't our cg do it?
It's really the time to think and do something, which is what Xiu Wen told us before, unless we go out and look at other people's cg, we'll never know how much we are praising and worshiping...

Around 10 plus, the briefing for the youth camp starts, JJ was taking down the information, he took my whole foolscap paper...haha, he said he'll copy one for me though, thanks ah..haha

Anyway, initially I was thinking of staying back to try and see what can I take down to let Xiu Wen know, since she can't be there due to her chicken pox, although I was tempted to go home, but, the rest of them went home, as some of them still has examinations like Gary, and I'm not trying to boast here, but even though I have lessons at 8am, if I don't make the choice to stay, no one will be able to help the cg to take down, but still got to thank Xuelin also, she offered to help me tell Xiu Wen about the stuffs she need to know, thank you Xuelin. :)

While brother Kee Liang was talking, I was initially thinking, will I be given a job to do at the camp, at first it was Cheryl's cg members, JJ and the other guy doing, but in the end I was involved in the stage crew team too...haha, yeah, at least I got something to do in the camp already...haha. I'm so looking forward to this camp...woohoo!!!!!

After discussing outside, we went back into the auditorium to discuss with Pastor CK, then we helped to arrange back the chairs, then halfway, we were told to go back, as it was really quite late for the students, so, Cheryl, JJ and I took 190 home. It was that time then I know that Cheryl lived quite near to me, very near...haha, no wonder last year a few times when I was going home, keep having this feeling that there's someone in the church that lives quite near me...haha...

Had a little chat with Cheryl while walking back, then she gave me a pick when I told her mine broke, and misplaced Ng's pick...haha, thanks again ah Cheryl! :P

Anyway, got to listen to lessons already. I'll blog soon. :D

Nice Food...

Got to blog about yesterday, yesterday, due to this week is an exam week, most of the people in my cg went back to study, so it was like left me...so I went to join W116 for fellowship.

We went to Vic's house for lunch, her mum cooked prawn noodles, and it was like so....DELICIOUS!!!! Seriously, I'm not joking, it's true, whether is it the soup or the dry one, it's just so tasty..haha...

Furthermore, Vic's dog is like SO SO SO CUTE... too bad I don't have the pic, but Gary has it, I'll take from him someday...

After dinner, Shifu, Ben, Chong, Vic and I sat down at the living room to fellowship, we chit chat about craps and stuffs...haha, was fun though...seriously, I just had a thought, when can our cg really be like this, that everyone would really come sit around, chit chat and stuff, get to know each other better, I mean, it's fun talking with them, but I really hope the next time same thing like this can happen to my cg...BURDEN!!

Anyway, I just love my guitar...haha

What happened for the past few days or weeks or...whatever

Well well, I know I have not been blogging for like, erm...9 days... Haha... Rachel asked me to update also, haha..

Well, last Saturday, celebrated our beloved cgl's birthday!! We had so much fun at De Coder's Cafe, and of course, thanks to the blessings from Elaine and their Da Jie(don't know her name... :P) :) Xiu Wen was so so so blessed...haha, I think my 21st birthday will be at NS...sigh... :(

Well, Sunday, Pastor Kong preached a good message too. :) The power and importance of speaking in tongues.

Monday to Wednesday was...erm, was quite ok though, Tuesday had finished my last day of job at Coffee Bean. Wednesday, after bs, Vic sent Shifu, Ben and me to JE, thanks for driving us there for the past 2 weeks Vic!! :)

After that, went to Ben's house, had a little chat, although didn't have the time to really play games like we used to...hmm, but, soon...haha.

Thursday, I'm so blessed!!!! Mum brought me to buy guitar!! Yeah, I finally have my own guitar, and I can start practicing!! Mum also blessed me with 2 shirts!! Shall share it as a testimony later. :)

Friday...Shall update soon...

PS: Updated during class...I know you guys will be wondering, 'Huh?! Update in class?' Well, the lecturer is boring...Maths Lesson, how do you expect me to listen properly when the lecturer's tone is so monotonous??... Anyway, shall update the pictures during Xiu Wen's birthday and my own guitar and shirts soon. :)

Random post again...

3 more days...

Xiu Wen's bday coming soon...

Heehee... :P

Tired...ahh

Just finished bathing after coming back from work...Man, I'm so tired...haha, at least today was the second last day I'll be working in coffee bean...haha...

I'm so unlucky today, being scalded by a metal board which below it was a heater...and somemore I clamped my hand at the cake fridge while I was trying to close the sliding door, and now my thumb still hurts...ouch...

There's an incident which happens on Sunday which I had forgetten to talk about it...I saw a couple quarreling outside church that day.

It was very dramatic...Wen Shun, Kenny, Wei Siong, Jarrett, Rachel and I should know how dramatic it is...

Today, while I was on my work, I saw a weird person on the train...keeps on doing hand signs and actions to the air, and keeps scanning the passengers that walks in...as if he's some sort of police or something...

Somehow he just gives me one feeling...

Eerie.....

Haha...had so sore eyes this morning, and serious flu, and it's just so unbearable when I was walking...can you imagine, when working halfway, you have to visit the toilet just to sneeze? and it was like, 4 times?? Arrgh...

Second week of school

Today was the first day of second week of life in SP...need to start adjust to get use to schooling life again... Seriously, I think my class, not bad... haha, because I'm able to talk a lot of crap...haha, especially with Stanly. Lol, and today we were like laughing non-stop for the 2 hour break...

Today, CD lesson, the lecturer was speaking SPCORE values... I felt so sleepy... I think Kenny, Chong and Raymond would know what I meant...Haha

Speaking of Kenny, I saw him at FC 4 today, haha, last Thursday I saw him at the bridge connecting the school and the MRT station...haha.

Yesterday's service, Sidney Mohede came to lead praise and worship. Man, it was great!! Pastor Kong also preached a good message. :)

After service, Kenny, Wen Shun, Jarrett, Wei Siong and I went to Subway to have our lunch...so bored, but at least we talked some jokes and stuffs, haha, at least won't be so bored.

Ok, I shall stop here, I'm going to play games. :P

Start of school...

Finally, I started school 2 days ago... IT-Infomation Technology

Although in a sense, this course is fun, but all those computing codes are just gonna kill me...I mean, it's so complicated...but never mind, I'll persevere, I'll go learn...for the sake of my future...hahahahaha

Hmm, actually I also don't know what to blog about, just anyhow blog anything..haha

This pic is taken with Nikki Fletcher, a worship leader from an Australian church, CCC. Anyway, Pastor Tan's message was great last sun!!

Long day...

Hmm, sat went for cgc training, really wasn't expecting much in the beginning, but who knows, at near the end was the best...

After Dave finished preaching the word, the whole room just starts to get into a time of worship, this is when the presence of God starts to come... When singing one of the songs, I forgot the name of it, I knelt down, tears just flow down.

A sudden thought just came into my mind, 'Lord, I'm so unworthy of Your love and all that You've done for me.' After this thought, I felt that someone is telling me something. 'It's ok, even if you are faithless at times, I will always remain faithful.' and other stuffs...ahhhh, only one word to describe the whole presence and atmosphere.

Awesome. :)

After the whole session, a lot of us gathered together to share our thoughts and views, E448, W116 and W143 all gathered together, and we prayed in the end. :)

E448 had to leave as they had to go for service, Ng and Ben went elsewhere, so left May, Gary, Wei Siong and me, we were talking with Xiu Wen also. Haha. She asked me to show her play drums, but I didn't bring my 'chopsticks' (literally drum sticks...) out, so, I used pen, haha, played for VERY short while, then stop, as Dave need to do some announcements and stuffs, so in the end, I stopped...haha, well, maybe next time. :D

Gary and May went to buy some stuffs for cg refreshments, so Wei Siong and I went to Xiu Wen's Da Jie's house to help clear the place. Around 4 plus went to meet up Rachel and Nicholas. Kind of shocked that Nicholas would actually come for cg, as that time he said he doesn't want to come...haha, anyway, get to know Rachel better. Good start from my own problems, hmm, next, to really got to talk more to rest of the people in the cg.

Today wasn't very good, the cgm was not very good... At the end, all cgcs were asked into the room and we received discipleship...hmm, first time I receive so hard discipleship...abit not used to it...but only through such things we will grow...and at least I don't have those thoughts of rebellion and pride in my heart... Today sharing testimony, used a wrong word...so sorry Xiu Wen, I'll take note of that next time...

Went to the pasar malam at boon lay, May and Nicholas went to buy some stuffs to eat. Wei Siong saw Wen Shun at the interchange, then we had a short chat before we went off. Man, my eyelids just now was like very heavy...keep on closing, and somemore on the train to cck, I just fall towards my left, which was a stranger, ahhh.... I was so embarrassed, I apologised to that person, and say bye to Wei Siong and walked out of the train...

After blogging maybe I'll be sleeping soon....yawn...so tired...

Bad timing

What a bad timing to have 2 faulty stuffs...

My PSP, realised the battery was spoilt on wednesday, which means for the time being, I can't bring out to play for the time being, unless I go buy another battery...sigh...

Next, today, I went to SP to go self-cert my laptop, and guess what, as my laptop is lenovo, some stuffs in it is just came with the com, so if I went to self-cert, it means that the programs inside will be gone totally, and in the end, my sound was gone too as it was also part of the program!! Oh my God!! Now I have to download everything from the web and have to reinstall EVERYTHING!!! Man... I wonder when it'll be done...the downloading percentage and memory moves so slowly......

What are friends. (random post)

I just really want to thank God for Ben and Xiu Wen.

Ben, can really share alot of things with me, sometimes when I have problems, he can just share until I can link myself with the correct answer that I'm actually looking for. He really is good at sharing. :)

Xiu Wen, she's really a good leader. So blessed to have her as my leader. :) She immediately smsed me and asked me whether I'm ok when she knew that I shared some personal stuffs with Shifu and Ben. Even though Xiu Wen is like already busy with her SOT and her NTU exams, but yet she chose to be worried me. I gave her my word that I'll work things out and hang on, and told her not to worry about me. Really thank you. :)

Xiu Wen and Ben, so blessed to know them. :)

Flag Day...

Today, went to orchard to do my flag day, to do the module of poly...so lame...

Well, at least I made some friends in my class today. :)

Arrgh, flag day, those people that say 'no' to me, I think these people are way much better than those that ignored you.

MAN, I JUST HATE THE FEELING OF BEING TREATED AS AN INVISIBLE PERSON OR BEING WHEN I'M ACTUALLY NOT!! GET WHAT I MEAN?

Well, 'earned' $44.20, haha, I was kind of like second in the class so far. Lol...

Tomorrow got to go to poly to do the stupid self cert thing...bored, luckily got Raymond accompany me go, at least got someone to talk to..haha.

Grrr...

Great...I've been looking forward for my very own card, but I received a letter from XXX Company...

It's been denied...great...

*Poof*

There goes my dream of having my own guitar...

Stupid XXX Company...

Hmmm...

Pastor Tan preached a great message yesterday!! I was so impacted!! Especially the sleeping time..ahaha.. Ok, everyone thinks that sleeping 8 hrs is the exact time to maintain your good health right, let me tell you now. You are wrong. The exact time supposedly should be 6 and a half hours of sleep!!! Which means, you sleep less, you'll increase the chances of your death, you sleep too much, you'll also increase the chances of your death...

I can't believe I overslept yesterday!!! Xiu Wen called me at 1220, and I woke up at that time.........

Arrgh, I had to cabbed down...my money just flew away again...reached there bout 1250, whew! Thank God!!

Actually, nothing much to share, but one thing I just want to say, I can't take it anymore...

I'm just starting to feel that I'm not close to my cell group members anymore...seriously...not anymore...not as close I felt last year...not anymore...

Does the problem lies with me? Or does it...

I don't know...can someone help me??