Long day...

Hmm, sat went for cgc training, really wasn't expecting much in the beginning, but who knows, at near the end was the best...

After Dave finished preaching the word, the whole room just starts to get into a time of worship, this is when the presence of God starts to come... When singing one of the songs, I forgot the name of it, I knelt down, tears just flow down.

A sudden thought just came into my mind, 'Lord, I'm so unworthy of Your love and all that You've done for me.' After this thought, I felt that someone is telling me something. 'It's ok, even if you are faithless at times, I will always remain faithful.' and other stuffs...ahhhh, only one word to describe the whole presence and atmosphere.

Awesome. :)

After the whole session, a lot of us gathered together to share our thoughts and views, E448, W116 and W143 all gathered together, and we prayed in the end. :)

E448 had to leave as they had to go for service, Ng and Ben went elsewhere, so left May, Gary, Wei Siong and me, we were talking with Xiu Wen also. Haha. She asked me to show her play drums, but I didn't bring my 'chopsticks' (literally drum sticks...) out, so, I used pen, haha, played for VERY short while, then stop, as Dave need to do some announcements and stuffs, so in the end, I stopped...haha, well, maybe next time. :D

Gary and May went to buy some stuffs for cg refreshments, so Wei Siong and I went to Xiu Wen's Da Jie's house to help clear the place. Around 4 plus went to meet up Rachel and Nicholas. Kind of shocked that Nicholas would actually come for cg, as that time he said he doesn't want to come...haha, anyway, get to know Rachel better. Good start from my own problems, hmm, next, to really got to talk more to rest of the people in the cg.

Today wasn't very good, the cgm was not very good... At the end, all cgcs were asked into the room and we received discipleship...hmm, first time I receive so hard discipleship...abit not used to it...but only through such things we will grow...and at least I don't have those thoughts of rebellion and pride in my heart... Today sharing testimony, used a wrong word...so sorry Xiu Wen, I'll take note of that next time...

Went to the pasar malam at boon lay, May and Nicholas went to buy some stuffs to eat. Wei Siong saw Wen Shun at the interchange, then we had a short chat before we went off. Man, my eyelids just now was like very heavy...keep on closing, and somemore on the train to cck, I just fall towards my left, which was a stranger, ahhh.... I was so embarrassed, I apologised to that person, and say bye to Wei Siong and walked out of the train...

After blogging maybe I'll be sleeping soon....yawn...so tired...