Moodless...Emotionless

Sigh, the results for the JAE admissions was out yesterday 8am or something. The first thing in the morning, Filbert called me and told me that none of the courses that I have chosen was selected.

Sad. :(

Now I'm still waiting for the JPSAE, which I had applied for music. I wonder will I get in. I was wondering the whole day, what if I can't even get in this? Or what can I work as when I come out? Man...

Sometimes I just think, did I made the right choice for not retaining like the others? A second chance isn't so bad after all. Well, actually, I can't really concentrate in school, so might as well don't go back. But if I really (touch wood!!) can't even get into music, my only choice is to take private. My mum say ITE, although is a choice, but need to upgrade very often. So maybe my only choice left, retake, but I hope I would not have to.

Wave after wave of setbacks for me. Been a long time since I went back to church and praise the lord.

Just finished reading Cerenna's new post.

The Cerenna I knew is finally back, her cheerful character is back. Well, if Cerenna's going to read this, let me tell you something. "Work hard this year, but also, don't try studying whenever you have free time. Sometimes just go out and do whatever you like. Tennis, jogging, photographing...whatever...just, don't give yourself too much pressure. Even if you were to fail in class test, don't drop your head, look at where you go wrong, learn from it. I think your mistake last year was that you give yourself too much pressure, and you just keep studying and not relaxing at times." Saying till here, you must be wondering what about me. Well, I just simply relaxed too much. HaHaHaHa!!! -_-

Well, the results show that I have relaxed way too much.

A word to those people taking major exams, don't relax too much, relax only during weekends, but of course, don't relax on weekends during exams, just try to take a break or something in between studies. Well, that's all I have to say.