It's killing me!!!

The thought of it is going to kill me!!! If I just don't get an answer soon enough, or I just don't act quick enough, I may just go crazy over the thought!!!

It's either this or that. Sometimes certain things are just so hard to speak it out. Things were never the same before, and things weren't as nice as it was before.

But the question comes back to me. Am I really sure about this? Will I ever regret someday the decision that I made?

*ponders*