The reality

Man, just got back my own report book. I actually failed 4 out of 7 subjects! Man, how I am I going to survive with grades like this? Unless I stop playin now and start studying now...or else...but of course, talk is cheap...I must do it with actions...and push myself to exceed my own limit to get to the courses I want in poly...or else, I can't go anywhere with this kind of results. So, better start preparing for my chinese'O' Levels before I start to concentrate on other subjects. I really feel like dropping Geography, I still can't score well in my humanities subjects...

Chinese 'O' Levels

Man...It's going to be chinese 'O's soon...I mean it's so quick, I'm playin and it's like it's just a sudden blink of an eye...It's too fast...I juz wonder if I can take it...Hope I can get an A1 for this chinese paper, and of course and B3 for the rest of the subjects. All I have to do is to control myself playing too much com and start to concentrate before the June holidays, man, god bless...I know Jesus the lord will be at my side always, whatever I do and wherever I go...everywhere...

Test Test Test...

Aye....tests are so stressful...juz a week of test last week, and now another four days of test...it's gonna be hell!!! Sec 4 life..tests non stop...sian ah...wonder if I can cope with all these?

Bad Day

Today, kinda monday blues... Early in the morning, I was told to redo my F&N coursework... My god... That's a long one. I've a headache redoing my whole coursework... Need lots of ideas to redo and reconstruct the whole table and concept. Weird day...boring day, still have a chemistry test later on, and the whole class have to stay back for geography remedial. I was thinking that I can go home early to have a good nap in the afternoon, but it seems that I can't do that now. I did not slept well yesterday night, man, I slept at one a.m. ... This morning my whole body was aching, and it seems that I have a headache, and I feel tired...I was thinking of not coming to school today, but, for the sake of my studies, I must come no matter what.......

Study Study Study!

sian ah, now i have to do my own F&N project again, that's why I have the time to write down here. Yesterday valentine's day, very boring, nothing to do. Although 'O' Levels is still a few months away, i can already feel the tension in me. Gotta work hard for my 'O'!!