ASIA CONFERENCE!!!!!!!

WAHHHH...Finally it's over...it's fun and interesting and exciting, life-changing, overwhelming, and just...WOW!!!

Served as usher for 3 days, and indeed, I learnt a lot!!! Haha. Especially during the times where we were guarding the barricades to flow the people in batch by batch, and also being a runner for the first time for Jason Ng!!! Haha. We also had fun while giving out water, and fellowshipping around the hall and stuff. Not forgetting the 2 bros that have accompanied me throughout the whole serving journey! Benjamin Chan and Ren Shen!! Haha, thanks guys!!

I still can't believe it that the 5 days ended so fast. It's just like an blink of an eye, from the registration, to the lunch, to the electives, the night sessions, the morning sessions, the drama, the finale. Everything, just 'Boom', and it's all gone. But, I believe that many foreign delegates and local delegates went back with a big bang in their lives too, because all the messages were just so life changing!!!

Can you imagine, Pastor Phil, Dr. A.R. Bernard, Pastor Ulf Ekman, Pastor Benny Hinn, and our beloved Pastor, Pastor Kong!!!! All in one conference, this is the biggest christian conference ever to be held in Asia. Now it's over! Well, it's sad, but fun!! Woohoo..

Managed to take photos some photos.

Photos in order: With David Yem, with Sidney Mohede, with Pastor Abraham Ku from Taipei New Life Church!!


Anyway, to include, there's performances from renowned P&W band, and celebrities. Performances from Christian City Church Band from Australia, Don Moen from USA, Carola from Sweden, Sidney Mohede and True Worshippers from Indonesia, Liu Geng Hong from Taiwan, JJ Lin and Jack Neo from Singapore, and of course, our very own CHC band!!!

Anyway, it's tiring though, reaching home at around 12 plus to 1, still got to juggle between school and have to rush down after that, and during sunday have to report super early. Kudos to those who served all 5 days and those drenching themselves during the rainy days.


Hmm, to comment, Heart Of God ushers, they deserve praises also. Especially during the last night, Ren Shen and I saw something which really think they are really good. This conference is organized by our church, Hall 8 belongs to us, instead of all the CHC ushers helping to clear up(other than those who are really in need of going home early), we saw the HOG ushers actually helping out...I'm like OMG...


Hmm..hope I didn't missed out anything...Anyway, really had fun serving with Group 16 ushers. Haha, especially Gerald, Ren Shen, Benjamin Chan, Gregory, Jason Ng, Ivory, Huiling, Abigail, Joshua Ong, Joshua Tham, Jasmine, the other Benjamin(but I don't know his surname...), I don't know a boy's name, I think he's 12 years old...haha...If I missed out anyone...please don't blame me...I can't remember so many at once!!


It was such great fun, despite of dealing with all the "weird" congregations and their "emotions", it's because of these incidents, that made us ushers have greater capacity, and bond even stronger!! Haha... Helping each other to solve problems that we faced and also sudden situations, also standing up for them when they can't solve the problem alone. Anyway, it's just great fun to be in usher!! Haha. Although I can't be with the cg in more days, but fellowshipping with the ushers and really bonding with them is really worth it!! Haha..

I'll blog again soon...LOL

What's Wrong With Me???!!!

I don't know what's the thing that's going wrong in my life...

hmm, how to get out of this and find back the real me...

hmm, I don't know...

Finally...

Yes...finally, I can access internet in my campus...but it's not the school's internet, but I just accessed the wireless@sg, no choice, but this is the only way I can access internet... Thank God that this time round I'm able to log on to the internet, don't know how long it'll last, but I'll just make use of it as much as possible...

Well, things are just getting worse for me...I don't know why...a moment I'm happy, but a while later I'll be like at the bottom of my life...don't understand, and I'm seriously tired...maybe this is what I have to go through during the A&B season...but, it's really tiring...I feel as if I can collapse anytime...

Went for CIP yesterday, and thank God! I'm able to make it on time for the sermon. Whew! Spent the rest of the day at cafe teaching Joshua a bit of guitar, even though I'm not that good myself), but I just teach whatever I know...haha...

I then went to Bugis to look for my mum, and I guess I was really tired on that day...

This morning...sigh...why do I always let the spirit of weariness and depression have a grip on my life??!! AHHHHHHHHH

Phi 4:13 -- "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."

Guess this will be the verse to pull me up...

I'll reply the tags here...

Abby: Hihi!!

Dayana: HELLLOOO!! Haha, how are you?

Darren: What you talking???

James: Yo!! Haha.

Abigail: Haha, I've linked you long ago, just that I don't really know how to use your tagboard, so I can't leave a msg...haha, I'm so noob...LOL

JiaJun: Haha, thanks for the encouragement bro, think you rarely see me feel so down...I'm known to laugh alot, so don't worry, I'll pick myself up!!!!

mabelngiangology: HAHA...you found me...lol, I'll link you up. Cya!

Well, guess that's all, think I'll update soon...

AHHHHHHHHHH

Just doing a short post...I know I've not been updating my blog, half of it is the internet problem, I can't connect to internet both in school and at home!!!!!!

In school I can't connect is because I didn't pay my school fees...sigh...please pray for me though...

Anyway, I'm updating this at Riverwalk!! Can you believe it?! LOL...

Well, a lot of things happened during the two months that I didn't update...

October, F1 event, went out with JJ to shop after he got his pay, went out with Jia Jun to get his new set of clothes, hanging out with Cheryl, Tina, Sheng Hong, Torrance, Leon and Schumann(hope I didn't spell wrongly...) after service, went to K-Box with them during one of the sundays...

Started school already, but I feel so depressed, anyway, never pay money, means can't use school systems. Seriously, I think this kind of poly rule will kill a lot of people, I know that they use this to ensure people pay the school fees, but what if some can't? They didn't even think of such factors, all they say is "We'll help you apply for this, apply for that..." When they apply, things take so slow, but when they take money from us, it's just as quick as lightning...MONEY SUCKERS...crap...lol

Anyway, now is Arise and Build season, a lot of problems in my family...please pray for me if you can...appreciate it... :)

Well, I'll stop here...can't wait for the ASIA CONFERENCE!!!! (I'll have to study...sigh...)

Sum up...

Ok, before I say anything...WHY MY BLOG SEEMS SO DEAD??? lol. Just some random acts...

Duh..

Last Sunday's message by Pst Kong was so so so good!! He's the man...woohoo...

Ok, anyway, last Friday and on this week's Monday went to gym with JJ, and Friday with Wei Siong and Monday with Kenny(Not W143 Kenny...). Then went to JJ's house to like play FM the whole day, it's fun, but a little embarrassed, because I stayed at his house for too long... But the result was not bad...we completed one whole season within 2 days! Lol...

Anyway, Tuesday had a tertiary meeting with Pst CK, the chapter of Psalms that Pst shared with us was great! After that went to eat dinner with Wei Siong and Kenny, then slack around by sitting at the side of the Singapore River...

Thursday cg...I played wrongly for the beginning of praise song...AHHHHHHHHHHHH...I WANT TO IMPROVE!!! lol...seriously, I really need to improve...

I hope there's another youth camp during the December holidays...lol.

One after service Sunday...

Hmm, this week was service week, so I went down to help out for recycling in the morning. Brought guitar along for guitar fellowship later with cg.

Today serving, thank God that the congregation were quite cooperative...haha. Helped to move chairs as usual after the service...

After serving, initially wanted to call Kenny and ask him where are they eating, but they came back just as I was about to call him...and we saw something interesting, an old uncle was performing stunts!!

He took a pen and balanced an umbrella on the tip of the pen, and furthermore, the umbrella was spinning on the pen!! LOL!!!

Went up to cafe with the cg, and then realise that all of us who brought guitar never bring any chords...no choice then, we only can play through memory...

Went into children church's room for the drummer and keyboardist thing...and I screwed up...ok, I'm nervous, and I don't have any confidence while playing it...sigh...nvm...it's over..haha.

Came out saw Tina and SK sitting at our table playing guitar also, so went and played and chatted with them also. The cg then left, Wei Siong came up, Sheng Hong came up also, Leon joined us also, in the end we were waiting for Cheryl...lol.

We then went to JP Mac for dinner. I tell you, that time, I think was the hardest laugh after so long...haha, never had such long laughs until you teared. Man, their friend, erm...don't know how to spell his name though...haha. He's funny. Haha. All of us went back about 10 plus...

Tina, Cheryl, Leon, Wei Siong and I took the train, as Cheryl said the bus is going to wait for very long...on the train to CCK, Wei Siong and I disturbed Cheryl abit, then chatted around. Haha.
Also chatted quite alot with Cheryl on the way home.

Came back home, I just realise I'm too tired and I just doze off on my table until 1 plus...then I went to bathe and came back to play games again...ok ok, enough of games, I think it's time to reduce game playing...ahh...

Whew...

Went to helped out at the Lantern Festival just now...man, I was so stressed.......

Haha...actually it was kind of last minute though...because this morning I was still sleeping...oops...anyway, Xiu Wen smsed me, I didn't manage to read and reply on time, until Wei Siong called me for quite some time then I 'managed' to wake up...haha. Well, I agreed though to go and help out though, even though I don't know what am I supposed to do there....

Went to Jarrett's house to play and slack around before going down to Gek Poh CC, when I met up with Wei Siong at Jarrett's house, then I know it was Cheryl who called us, which initially I thought it was Xiu Wen...haha.

Well anyway, the stress part is the games and changing of discs....ahhhhh, I made mistakes!! But, I think really can't be blamed though...no one's at fault at this....I'm serious! Haha...maybe I really need to make the right choices next time..haha...

Well, everything's over, played around together with the rest with Pst's son, haha, funny. So fun to play with small children, because they'll really give you all those weird weird ideas which really make you laugh, but still will find them adorable. Haha..

Cabbed home with Cheryl, JJ and Jia Jun. I alighted first...haha...Went home, played games before I went to bathe, slept at 4 plus...lol..

Ok, that's all, I've got another post though...

I don't know what to say...

Have not been updating lately though, a lot of things happen to me lately...be it spiritual or family matters or any other things.

One thing I know is that, thorughout all these crisis, I've got to keep my faith in the Lord, keep seeking strength from Him, that's all I need to do...

Anyway, after all these incidents, I think I should have grown more mature in a sense, well, at least I hope so...haha.

Been slacking during the start of the holidays...past 2 weeks had been going out with cg members to have fun. :) Once was we went to watch this movie called '4bia', kind of lame, but some of the parts it did scared a few of us...haha. Last week went out with Kenny, Wen Shun, Wei Siong, Nicholas and Mabel to Mind's Cafe, then starbucks, then home. Haha, had lots of fun. :D

Been like quite few weeks since I played guitar for cg again, later on I'll be playing again, hope I don't get rusty... :P

Well, got to go, think I should be updating again...haha...

I'm falling...

Hmm, last week was the last week of morning pm, really had a good time praying though.

On thursday, stayed in church the whole day due to my ez link card going broke soon, so I had no choice but to stay, but thank God I still had Jia Jun and JJ's company and really play round with guitar and really fellowship around. Anyway, really gotta thank Jermain and Guo Dong for teaching me guitar. After that day then I realise, they are actually more funnier than I thought. Haha. Then I fell asleep, JJ and Jia Jun left a note on one of my chords...lol, and I forgot what Xiu Wen had asked me to do...Hui Ling and Guo Dong came to our cg for make-up cell, Guo Dong even played guitar for our cg. Haha.

Anyway, I don't know why for the past week I'm suddenly got crazy over the songs of this korean band again, even though they've disband for sometime, and it's been like 1 year since I listen to the songs again...lol. The band's name is called Baby Vox.

Well, I think you guys should be able to recognise the girl in the center, she's the girl in 'goong' and 'coffee prince'. Haha. Their songs were quite nice actually, even though I don't understand...haha.

Yesterday, I think I said something that I shouldn't even have said...why did I always let temper problem get the best of me...sigh...anyway, don't really have a good feeling of this incident. I think I'm really falling apart. What's gotten over me this few days...weird...Anyway, congrats to my cgl, Xiu Wen!!! From graduating from SOT!!! Woohoo!!

Haha, Chong said that there were two angels above our heads...haha..lol. Anyway, mug for my last paper, and it's over. Arrgh...

I'm really busy.

Okok, I've been busy last few weeks, so I can't really get to blog frequently. But here I am. Haha.

Hmm, let's start from FOP.

FOP was great. Reuben Morgan, Parachute Band, Rev. Mark Conner, wow, this time round was good!!!! I just enjoy myself so much on the two days! Woohoo. On second night, Chong bought Parachute Band's album, and Ben and I, thanks to Chong, we can take picture with Omega and his band. Woohoo. I think you all have seen this picture, but I just put for fun. Haha.

On Sunday, went to ECP to celebrate Gary and May's birthday. Had fun down there, and thanks to May's father blessing, we had free barbecue. Yeah. At the end, Nicholas, Wei Siong and me, we planned a sudden performance. Thanks to Jian Kun, we got new nicknames, we are "S.H.E."... Nicholas become 'Sei-li-la', Wei Siong become 'Hei-be', I become 'Umbrella'. Sigh... Everybody was laughing like mad. Well, at least it was worth it. Haha.

Last week cgm, was a prayer cg, but it was quite a big faith-step though...I played for the whole thing...Xiu Wen say the duration was like about 4 cgm...wow.

This week cgm, first time playing for both praise and worship. Learnt a new song today. Even though didn't play well, but I believe I will do better next time.

Anyway, hope I can blog more often these few weeks.

I want to be renewed.

Hmm, first thing up. Thank you guys for those who encouraged me on my tag box. Haha. Really appreciate it. :)

Anyway, after posting it, I had these reminders of Pastor's sermon, about how the devil come to kill, steal and destroy, about how the devil actually tempt us to do other things, and then when we actually fall under temptations and other stuffs, the devil will actually start to put in all those guilt and shame and whatever thoughts and feelings that can actually put you down and can destroy your life. Come to think of it, why did I fall into that in the first place. I didn't guard my heart well enough, I wasn't strong enough, because I didn't pray enough, that's why I didn't have the strength to defend myself against the devil, I'd been relying on my own physical strength all these while, and that explains why my life feels weird.

Well, Sunday, responded to the altar call that Pastor Derek hold, it's about people who actually want to focus back on Jesus once again, where they had actually 'walked' off track before. Pastor just laid hands on everyone who responded. It's a great thing. And I just hope that after this I can really focus on the Lord again.

Anyway, Sunday's serving usher was quite a challenge, but was fun too. I was asked to serve traffic 2. Which was sort of the important position among the whole traffic marshal. Traffic 2 had to look at 3 places. The gate, the road coming down from 2nd and 3rd storey carpark, the underground park. Ahh... Was quite stressed though, but then thank God I'm able to do it. Haha. Thanks Boon Xiong for giving me to learn. Haha.

Went to look for cg after that. I want to complain. MY CG MEMBERS BULLY ME....AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... lol. They took stupid pictures when I doze off...so sad...*sob sob* I want to change....hehe joking joking... then went to IMM with Nicholas, Wen Shun, May, Kenny. Walked around, window shopping around. Haha. Was really really tired. After bathe, went to sleep at 1215am. WOW. It was sort of the earliest time I slept for...hmmm, I started poly. Haha.. Well, got to continue lessons. Sayonara...

It's Time.

I think for me now is seriously time to do some soul-searching, and truly REPENT. Yes. Repent. Be it it's for my school or in my spiritual life. Both, or should I just say everything.

Have not been talking much about what actually happened to me to anyone, so I might just as well share down here.

MY LIFE IS IN A TOTAL CHAOS NOW. AND I TRULY MEAN CHAOS...

Why. I don't know. Even though God is still blessing me with his grace and blessings, but it still seems that my life is still in total chaos. I'm not the same me I used to be. And the worst part was that I did not change for the better...

Instead I became worse.

I mean, sometimes things may just seems too late to change, but I just hope that whatever things that I tried to do, I'm still able to make it.

I think I should be totally 'awake' after being scolded by my mum. I mean, I know that sometimes it's my fault and sometimes not, but most of the times it still involves in what I actually do, so. Hmm. I don't know. Initially after being scolded by her, all my mind can only be filled with one thing. Not hatred, not anger.

DEATH. Yes. It's the thoughts of dying and leaving this world for good.

But. Thoughts of all the things that I can't bear to part with all just came into my mind on time, and my 'thoughts of crappy stuffs' also came on time, so as to neutralize the effects of all these death thoughts. Thank God for that.

Because, just now's situation was really severe until that I already had plans of writing my final words...and if things proceed on. Well, I'll be on the headline tomorrow, with my picture lying on the ground and a pool of blood around me, and you guys won't be seeing me blogging here...This is how serious this thing is.

But to change, easier to be said than done. I need God's strength and power and support, and I do hope I can get support from anyone around me. Just anyone that I know. To motivate me to move on. Because I know, things can't keep going on like this, and if this doesn't wake me up, doesn't make me really realise what and where's my mistake, I think even if I die, nobody would even care about me.

Well, I think that's enough. I better use the time on my assignments. Adios.

Jumbling up for the past few days...

Hmm, I know I've not been blogging for the past few days...Haha. Well, here I am.

Hmm, Sunday, did not serve as it was rest week for my team, other than Jason my leader is serving. Haha. Well, finally can seat with the cg again. Haha. Fellowship around. Then gathered together to JP and celebrated KST's birthday. Haha. On the bus 242 there's this group of people making a public noise pollution. Shall not elaborate further...

Monday nothing special. Tuesday nothing too. Yesterday nothing too.

Hmm, today. CG was great. My playing...sigh...don't want to say much. Anyway. I just want to thank my angel!!!!(Hope he/she reads this, haha) Others had one drink, I have 2!! Wah, my angel is 'zai' one ok. Haha. And, he/she is clever enough to use computer-typed letter to me. Ahh...how to guess...haha, well, that's the objective though...hmm, starting to suspect a few...but can't confirm...due to this short amount of time. Hmm...shall see...wahaha...

Something's wrong...

For the past 3 weeks, I've been making the same mistake...Arrgh...I need a breakthrough......

Whew...

Wow...yesterday's cgm, first time I played for cgm...wah...I was so nervous...arrgh...played praise for cg yesterday, even though got some parts I played 'Bm' wrongly, but thank God, everything went through smoothly. Wah...was afraid that I screwed up, but still thank God I made it. Ahaha...

Anyway, gotta thank Samuel, for sacrificing his lunch break with his classmates and friends just to coach and guide me about guitar, few hours before the cgm, and also thank Gary and Xiu Wen for helping me along my first time playing...ahaha...(I sound like I'm saying speech...lol.)

Said a wrong word during testimony yesterday...arrgh...I better go eat the whole dictionary up to improve my vocabulary...arrgh...haha...lol...

Anyway, gotta listen to class...

Compressing...

Sigh...I wanted to blog this yesterday, but I didn't really got the chance to, so...it's delayed till now...haha.

Anyway, Sunday had a great deliverance service with Pastor Mike, I want thank God for setting me free, and also the person that prayed for me. My manifestation is a bit...hmm, how should I put it...hmm, I'm serving, then I'm seating at the stairs during sermon. I remember when Pastor began to pray for the people, because I'm seating at the stairs, so it's rather hard for me to open my hands because it's squeezy. So, I just bowed my head down and started to pray in tongues. Suddenly, I just began to cry uncontrollably, tears just keep flowing down...I heard people around me were praying for me, but I just can't stop, then one person just came and prayed for me. Cried even more, but after everything, really felt better. I even compared last year's and this year's deliverance, last year was kept coughing, this year was kept crying. Hmm, God really moves in a different way. :) And furthermore, the whole cg really felt the presence of God, which was good!

After service, went down to B2 to help out a little in communion tray recycling, but then asked for leaving early because thought the cg was waiting for me upstairs at lobby. When I reached lobby, they were already at BL, so sad...never mind, so I waited for Hui Tong and went together. The both of us were actually blur enough to actually went to Marina Bay when the cg was actually Marina Square... -_-!!!

Celebrated Rachel aka Mrs Zhou's birthday. Haha. She was surprised though. Took pictures at the stairs of Marina, went to the rooftop of Esplanade, had LOTS of fun, and also learnt more about the second coming of Jesus, and sang and really like mad on the evening. HAHAHA.

Monday nothing special.

Tuesday, hmm, slept for only one hour..haha. Anyway, share something down here. Yesterday while I was praying, I can't believe it, plus worship, I prayed for 40 min. Haha. To be specific, I didn't prayed, it was quiet time more than praying. Prayed for awhile for God's presence to come, suddenly, I felt some force on my chest, I just suddenly fall, and just laid on my bed for awhile. Then I continued praying for awhile before I end. Wow. Will share it with the cg this Thursday.

After school had to do CIP, so no choice gotta stay, actually thought that was the end. I saw Cheryl and Samuel from SPCCC distributing magazines, so stayed and helped them. Treating as doing things and spreading the gospel for God, even though I'm tired, but heart of a servant, is to serve. So I served. Haha. Well, shall not say any further, nothing much to say. Just gotta catch up with homework.

It isn't so bad after all...

Well, I was thinking about the whole evening, actually, with my psp not around me, it may not be as bad as it seems, at least, I have one less game temptation around me, I can concentrate better...haha...still feeling abit sick now...

I feel so recharged.

Just got back from cgm, and to be specific, it's dinner...haha, because all of us were kind of hungry, so we all went to eat. So I decided to blog, since my mum's in the toilet, and so I might as well blog before my father turns off the modem. Anyway, really glad that Thursday I'm not excused from cg to help out in expo, because today's cgm was just simply AWESOME!!

Xiu Wen say the message was to prepare us for Dr. Mike Connell's services this weekend. Indeed it was a great message. It's about dealing with emotional wounds and inner vows. Quite a number of it seems to match with my life...

After the message, Xiu Wen told everyone that the only way to release ourselves from all these is to forgive those that have hurt us. Well, the only person I just cannot seem to forgive is my father...I just don't know why, seems like I did last year, but this year, it came back again...well, so I lifted up my hands.

When Xiu Wen was going around praying, and while I was singing the song at the chorus part, tears just begin to flow uncontrollably. When Xiu Wen came to pray for me, she put one hand at the back of my neck, immediately I felt something like electric current flow through me, then when she started to pray for me, I started to weep again, the thing is when she place her hand on my forehead, few seconds later my whole body get numb!! And this lasted even Xiu Wen had finished praying for me. Wow. Power and love of God. I just feel so recharged...

But this morning a thing made me felt sad. I'm that kind of person that in the morning that when I woke up I can't find the things I want, I'll get grumpy. Well, I can't find my psp anywhere. I didn't kept it anywhere, I dozed off while playing, so I can't be the one who kept it. The problem now is, who would have taken it...it's just so ironic, yesterday I just made a decision to forgive, and now this kind of things happen. I mean, how am I suppose to forgive even though I know I'm suppose to forgive and I made the decision to forgive but now I just can't seem to forgive? (wow...long sentence..lol)

Arrgh... I just don't want to care so much now...all I know is I better look for something to eat and prepare to go to expo to help out...

Well, May tagged me yesterday, asked me to do this quiz...since I have nothing to blog about, might as well do this...lol.

Rules & Regulations of this quiz:
a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
b) tag 9 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people

1)If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
answer: Hmm...just break up with that person peacefully, no point making a big fuss out of it...

2)If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
answer: (1) To be able to serve in God's Kingdom forever and be a faithful servant! :D
(2) To get my family to know God and get them saved.
(3) Improve in my music abilities...

3)To be a singer or an actor/actress?
answer: I don't mind being actor, just that I don't like memorising tai-ci, cos I have STM...singer...hmm, just improve in my singing techniques bah...haha

4)Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
answer: Well, I'm actually a little like 'happy-go-lucky type...but, still will be afraid and wonder at times, whatever it is, Everything is gonna be alright!

5)Would you change yourself for the person you love?
answer: I would only change for the better, if I were told to change to accomodate that person, I would only change for those that benefits the both of us, other than that I think is unnecessary.

6)Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
answer: Of course is to love someone. Haha, seeing them having a smile on the face makes my day.

7)How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
answer: I don't mind waiting, if that person is really the one I can spent my life with...

8)If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
answer: of course wish her all the best...I don't want to be the third person in another couple's relationship...

9)Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
answer: Erm...don't really remember, and don't want to remember, unhappy things I rather choose to forget than remember...

10)Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
answer: Of course I do! But it seems like I'm not really that good in hiding, sometimes it's just too obvious even though I try to hide...

11)Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
answer: Hmm...yes.

12)Who are currently the MOST important people to you?
answer: Of course is my family, my Daddy God, and W143. :)

13)Do you like studying?
answer: NO WAY! But...bo bian...still must do it... sigh...

14)Are you happy with your life?
answer: Quite. With God I'm already happy. (but without study would be the best...lol, I'm just joking. :P)

15)Would you give all in a relationship?
answer: Well...I'm quite a goondoo in these things, what's give all?? Well, I think I pick yes bah...

16)If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?OR the better one?
answer: erm...if I fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, means I'm fickle-minded...I'd rather not choose one...

17)fill in the blank.__________ makes people in relationship difficult to handle but it also makes it beautiful.
answer: Blurness... :P

18)Do you often wish there was something you could change?
answer: Of course...but...what's over is over, and I know that whatever had happened happens for a reason, so might as well accept it.

19)What do you notice when you first meet a guy/girl?
answer: erm...the answer is kind of practical though...the looks...

20)DO YOU LIKE THE OWNER OF http://www.just-the-b3ginning--maymay.blogspot.com/?answer: ZZZ...erm...yes? lol.

My question:21)If you win the lottery of 4 million dollars, what are the 3 ways that you will spent the money?
answer: (1)Give tithe
(2)Take out 1/4, keep the rest in bank.
(3)Spent that 1/4, at the same time bless people around me.

THE FINAL 9 THAT i HANDPICKED TO TAG.(order is random. Lol.)
1)Oliverchan
2)Jason Jiang
3)Serene Pok
4)Victoria
5)Shella
6)Jason Ng
7)Jason Chong
8)Yong Jing
9)Wei Liang

Compresssing all...

Hmm, going to blog all the way from last week's cgm to Sunday's usher outing.

Hmm, Thursday's cgm was great. Before it had a small pm with Xiu Wen, Gary, Wei Siong and Jarrett. God has some encouragement words to speak to us. So Xiu Wen became the intercessor, and I really do felt encouraged after that. I'm going to do great things for God!! The word was great too. It's about finding a true friend. It's really a great message. Haha. After the cgm, we went to Gek Poh to have our dinner and to fellowship. After that all went home. Haha.

Friday, actually nothing much...haha. Went to Ben's house to practice for the performance on Serene's birthday, then fellowship awhile before I went back home.

Saturday, early in the morning, we have the 12 disciples bs! It's great! It's really interesting. The sad thing is...yes...I doze off in the beginning again...But at least I managed to get some important parts in the beginning...haha..Then went to East Coast Park to celebrate Wen Shun's birthday. Haha. Had lots of fun there. After that we all went to the chalet to look for Serene. The food was simply yummy!! Especially the mushroom!! Shella and I agreed on this! Lol. Anyway, we really had fun there. Ben and I even performed for Serene. Omg...so embarrassed...Because in the first place, we thought the whole crowd will be watching us perform, but it's only the 3 cgs...haha. After we finished performing, I forgot who told us that even the strangers from other units clap hands...lol...After that cabbed home with Pei Fen, Wei Qiang and Ben. Haha.

Sunday!! It's my first time serving officially!!(Not including training times) And really thank God, really really made a lot of new friends in usher, and trust me, there's more to come. Lol. Wore long sleeved shirt...and I was supposed to serve external traffic!! AHHH... If I hadn't wear that shirt, serving would be much more better...lol. Anyway, initially was thinking of joining cg for fellowship for awhile before I go back to the reception counter at church at 445pm, but they went to JP, and my ez-link card seriously got no money left, so I've got no choice, I had to leave...sigh...went with Ben and Joshua up to 4th floor to fellowship. Kathryn then came and return me the bible I'd lend her in the morning. Then the ushers all just fellowshipped around till 445pm. Haha. Took the chartered bus to Paya Lebar, at a condo's function room. Had games and food and fellowshipped there. Of course, photos!!...erm...I don't know where are all the photos though...haha... Anyway, went off last with Ng and the rest, Jasmine, Bernard, Boon Siong, Ivory(I hope I never spell wrongly...lol) and Hui Ling. Went to SingPost to fellowship. We asked each other a lot of thinking IQ questions...heehee. Be prepared to be asked by me...lol. Well, gotta start school soon, after having extra 4 days holidays due to exams...haha. *yawn* sleep...lol.