Boring...new paragraph.

Today, my school came a General who's in the armed forces, and he's going to be the Chief of Navy with effect at the end of this month. He's was once a schoolmate of my principal now, that's why we have the priviledge of inviting him to come. His talks, I'm sad to say, is boring. Although all these military stuffs do make me feel excited, but his voice is just too monotone, and I just kept dozing, halfway woke up and I don't even know what was he talking... *yawn......*

Ok, new paragraph...

Read Psalm 65, if you want to, or you can just read what I typed. The paragraph goes like this:

Some people are like that with God. They run from Him in fear. They don't know that He loves them and richly provides them with everything for their enjoyment. Henry Scougal, a 17th-century Scottish minister, wrote, "Nothing is more powerful to engage our affection than to find that we are loved by One who is altogether lovely.... How must this astonish and delight us; how must it overcome our fear and melt our hearts." God's love is the perfect love that "casts out fear"(1 John 4:18).

Today, during my recess, I suddenly had a thought of something, somethign about doing things for God. Someone seems to tell me that, 'Doing things for God, we shouldn't always have a mindset thinking, Oh God, I have limited resources, I have limited strength, I think that this the most and the best I can do for You Lord. Instead, we should be thinking like this. Oh God, this is too little for me! What can I do for You more?' We should always feel happy and glad that we can do things and serve the Almighty God. Makes sense doesn't it?

Later I'm going to share a testimony, even though it doesn't sounds serious or big, but I believe that it's a good testimony to share as God, once again has answered my prayers again!! Yeah! Hallelujah!

A meaningful paragraph

Yesterday, had a little quarrel and debate with one of my friends in school about the deliverance thing. He keeps on insisting that he was correct, and I was wrong, and I just kept arguing with him. Yong Jing told me to stop, because it's no use quarreling with him. Although I've stopped, I still feel very unhappy about it.

Today after school, I was reading a small book, Our Daily Bread™, and I had skipped a few days because I was busy. Today I managed to find the time, and so I'm reading the days that I've missed.

I was reading a story on July 27, which was Friday, and I found the verse was meaningful.

2 Timothy 2:23-26 (I skipped a 2:22, because I think it's abit irrelevant to what I'll be talking about)

And the explanation in the book goes like this.(I'll summarise)

Caring for people can be risky. Paul described what it takes to help those who, in perilous times have wandered from the path of truth. ... he reminds us that when it comes to caring for the minds and hearts of others, we can't rely on human ingenuity and muscle. What we really need is the wisdom of God. Without being quarrelsome or arrogant, the Lord's servant must use gentleness and patience.

Dear Father, I realised my mistakes yesterday. I shouldn't have lost my temper and start debating with my friend, I know this is wrong. I know I should have been more patience and explain to him what is it all about. O Lord, I pray that You will really help me to stand strong, and help me to be more patient with the lost out there. I thank You and I praise You, in Jesus name I lift this prayer to You, Amen.

Deliverance Service

I don't really know how to say about the deliverance service, but I've got 3 words to describe.

It's totally AWESOME.

Why? Let me fill you in.

I felt the touch of God, I felt God cleansed me in everything.

First, it's generation curses, idolatry, and occult activities. Of course I should go down and get myself cleansed by the Lord, since I was somehow forced to do all these in the past by my parents. I really see people manifest, but I really wanna thank God, or I don't really know. I just hope that it's because that the spirit doesn't really have much impact on me, that's why the first time I just cried and coughed quite hard, and my hands felt numb...

Second, is the unclean actions, like temper problems, which I had, I wanted to go down, but at first I don't really know what's pastor Mike Connell said, because I was praying for Gary and Kenneth. Then when both of them are done, I asked Vic what are they praying now, and she told me it's the unclean actions. I told Shamus my ears for no reason felt very hot, he told me to sit down. I started praying. He then prayed for me also. Suddenly I just fall and sat on the ground, and I just cried again. Shamus was praying for me again and helping me to clean. Meanwhile, my face, mouth, arms, all just felt so numb, I don't know why...

Third, was spirit of fear, rejection, thoughts of committing suicide...all, I have it. I prayed again, Alan was beside me again. This time, I don't know why, this time was the most serious. I knelt down on the floor, I knocked my head onto the handle of the chair a few times. Then Yong Jing came up and pray for me, then it came again, I felt God cleaning me again. Gary also prayed for me, Alan, and I think Wei Xiong also... This time, vomitted a little, cried and coughed for the longest. Maybe it's because I had the mindset of thinking of dying again previously(refer to my 25th July update.), that's why it had so much impact on me. After everything, we ended it with a praise song. Some of them were still praying. All of us felt tired...and my throat was dry...stupid devil made me cough until my throat becomes so dry...

Because all of us had not eaten, all of us decided to go to Clementi to eat. At first we wanted to go to a coffeshop to have our meal, but it was closed! Never mind, we went to McDonalds™ to eat. As it was getting quite late, all of us had to leave. At first I thought there's a direct bus to go back from Clementi, but I was wrong. May at first said her house's bus-stop there's 963, but on second thoughts, if I were to follow her, by the time I reached there, there would be no more buses, so, I went to the interchange, and found no buses to go home. No choice, I had to take MRT instead. I reached home at about 12:40, wow, that was so far the latest time I got home! Excluding countdown days. I went back and had to finish one big bowl of mee siam... I'm full and tired right now, later will pray and thank God for his deliverance and pray for the rest too...

Happy and shocked

Wow, yesterday's cgm was fun!

We disclosed each other's angels and had food too! Too bad some were not here.

Yesterday, I took the wrong bus to Jarrett's house...I thought I was dead, but Kenneth told me the bus can reach too, I was like relieved...whew! When I reached It's was like very few people, because some can't come I think, like Shamus, JJ, Wei Xiong, May, Quang Yi also. Hmm, seems quiet, but never mind, we'll still have fun.

The cgm had to start late, but had to end early, because Qi Hui had to leave for Malaysia. Halfway through when we were worshipping, Elaine and Shifu reached. After worshipping, Elaine said some announcements, then, it's time to disclose the angels!

All of us had a round to guess who's our angel, most of them said they don't know, but some guessed correctly. When it was my turn, both my angel and mortal were not here...sad.

Indeed I guessed correctly, it was JJ. Haha. Elaine then announced the best angel for the game, but she thinks that there's 4 angels to be awarded: Shifu, Victoria, Jason Ng and Gary! At first I thought this was it. But Elaine took out an envelope and said, she thinks that most of all, she thinks that there's another angel who's better, she said the angel told her although that person doesn't have much money, that person still saves up the money to buy a better gift for the angel. At first I was still thinking who was it, but when Elaine announced that angel was on her left, I was shocked. Because I was sitting on her left! My God! I was so shocked at the prize...The memorable $20 for celebrating Singapore and Brunei currency...here's the pic.




Nice isn't it. Thank you Elaine!

Then Xiu Wen announced that there's a gift for Elaine. But there's a funny part, they wanted to buy a shoe, which I think Elaine wanted it, but it was out of stock! So in the end, they had to buy a card instead. Elaine is the angel of all angels. Haha. :)

Today go ask for gift from Wen Xiong...haha.

High temptation.......

Today is the last day of my fasting period. I'm not supposed to eat anything, but during recess time, I faced very high temptations.

People eating their lunch in the class.

There were rice, nasi lemak, noodles... Man, I almost can't control and went down. Seems like there's a feeling in me to tell me to control, to endure.

It's the Holy Spirit if I'm not wrong. I prayed to God yesterday night and asked him to help me to endure the hunger and to stand strong in my faith. It happened! Maybe a testimony, or maybe not, I don't know...

After that, people came up from canteen bringing up snacks. Man, that was my favourite crackers...arrghh...

Never mind, after all, I endured everything until now, haha. I'm going to play DotA later with Chuen Wee and the rest.

Then go back and eat dinner then go cgm...haha... :P

Unlucky day for me today

Today, I'm gonna talk about 2 unlucky things that happened to me today.


1. I woke up late. 6:50am then I woke up, I was supposed to wake up at 6:10am!


2. I bought food from my school canteen, and I tried to bring it up to class, but was caught by a teacher and was brought to DM.


Ok, the first incident, I quickly wash my face, change and just do everything, including eating my breakfast, within 10 minutes. I then hasten my steps and walked towards the LRT station. When I alighted at Jelapang, I thought I was going to be late. Who knows, I saw Chen Peng!! I don't know why, I just saw many people were late also, and in the end, none of us were punished. Haha. Really gotta thank God for this, believing in God, he'll make things out for you! It's true!!

Second incident, actually, I bought drink for my friend. At first, I had this feeling I should walk out to the ground, where it leads to the other stairs and back to my class. I just didn't want to walk there, instead, I went to walk towards the stairs where it leads from the teachers' room. Man, that was where I was caught by the teacher. My food were all confiscated by the DM. But luckily, I was able to retrieve it back after school. Whew!

Today was the second day of my fasting. I had a feeling that I should go for a total fast today, so I went for it. Until now, I had not had a single drop of water and any food since 7:30! Elaine asked me what am I fasting for, I told her I was fasting for this Saturday's deliverance service and my studies. Haha. Until now, I'm hungry, but, I shall not succumb to my body's shouting to me. It's because of all these shoutings that's why I can't even hear what is God talking to me. No wonder I felt weird last 2 weeks...

Later, I'm going to meet Qi Hui for studying, we'll be doing science(phy/chem) again. Although I hate science, I still gotta do it. Who asked me to fail science in my 'O' levels. Today JJ and Wei Xiong not coming, I think they had to do their D&T project.

Right now, just surf the net for awhile, then I'll go down and meet Qi Hui.

I'm feeling weak and hungry right now, but I'll not succumb to it!!

Fasting and Oral Examinations

The title says it all. I'm going to talk about my fasting and my oral examinations today.

Yesterday, I asked Elaine should I start fasting, she told me I could try to start. Indeed, I started today, I never ate a single thing since 7am. Halfway, I asked Elaine can I drink water, she say can drink, because this is the first time I'm fasting, so don't go for the total fast first. Right now, I just feel so hungry... My friends see to make fun of me, and even scolded vulgarities for me fasting. The reason is they wanted me to go down to the canteen to buy food for them. I said I'm fasting today, and they scolded me. Right now, I can't stand it anymore. I gotta say this out. Why are you people always using me? Using me to buy food for you? Why can't you just stand in the queue and buy yourself? Why are you people so lazy? I can't stand it anymore! (calm down...)

Today after school, we had the English Prelims Oral Examinations. Man, I was so nervous, even though it was only prelims. While I was waiting sitting down on the floor, I prayed silently to God, pray that he would help me to speak well. Haha.

I just suddenly have these thoughts in my mind, I don't know why, maybe you people who read this can tell me.

1. I just feel that I'm alone...I don't know why, I feel this way in school, and sad to say, I also had this feeling when I'm with the rest of the cell group members...

2. I just feel so useless. I feel that I'm a good-for-nothing in this world. I just keep asking people questions. In school, in church... I don't know why... I may be better off dead...

I know I shouldn't have all these negative thoughts, but I just don't know why these thoughts keep appearing in my mind for these few days, probably for the last week until now.

Better focus on my studies...

I'm getting tired of the first sentence...

Alright, guys, I'm back again...

Yes yes, I know I know, you all should know that you have seen that sentence umpteen times, but, I really can't do anything...My father locked the com, what can I do?

But, I just really wanna thank God again, that I'm able to use the computer again.

Ok, I hate to do this, but still, gotta summarise again... -_-!!!

Last Sat, Pastor Kong came back and preached the Sermon on the Mount. Halfway through, something shocked me. Pastor Kong played the guitar! I didn't know he could play so well! Haha, I also learnt alot about Spiritual Giving, Praying and Christian Fasting. Really gain and learnt alot on that service. After service was also very very sian, because no one fellowshipping, but luckily went to watch Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix with my mum at Cathay. Nice movie though, can't wait for the half-blooded prince one.

I also learnt alot about Holy Spirit during bible study with Elaine. I learnt about what is the gifts from God other than the Holy Spirit, and the fruits of it. Although it's a little too noisy, because the worship leaders are inside practising.

Yesterday, was our fellowship cgm! Yeah! We went to Sentosa, and the leaders organised an Amazing Race game. Man, it was fun. Altogether there were 4 cg. I was with Ng, Chan, ChunPing, and sherrill's friends. Serene was the facilitator for our group. Man, at first when we reached the bottom, I thought we won, but Shamus told us there were another group earlier than us, Elaine came and told us before them there was another group even faster than them...Man, looks like we were the fourth. Indeed, when the results were out, we were the fourth place, Shamus, although last, but first. $50 cash....haha, never mind, try harder next time. :) Then the whole lot of us celebrated Qi Hui's birthday and the whole lot of us went to Harbourfront centre and had our lunch there. Upon finishing, Shamus asked who wants to go play DotA. In the end, Shamus, yong Jing, Jarrett, Chong and I went to play. Man, Shamus and Yong Jing were real pro...and Chong too, I'm the noobest of all. After 3 rounds, we played a game called pudge wars. Haha this game was the funniest game. I remembered once Chong tried to pull Jarrett back to our side, but I thought his hook never reached Jarrett, so I threw mine. Who knows, Jarrett was hooked by Chong, and mine reached him, and in the end, Jarrett was torn apart. Head Shot! All of us were laughing our lungs out. We then went home. All of us were so tired. After all, who's not tired after running whole day. Haha.

Hope I can really post again...if my com is not locked up again.

Here are some of the pics I took.

Foolish Persecution.

Just faced a stupid, foolish persecution....

After being a christian, after learning so many God's words...my stupid temper still cannot change...

I just said something about my brother never do something he was supposed to do, and he talked bad to me in a very rude way. Then on the void deck my mum was like pointing everythign towards me...I accidentally talked back to her in a rude way...

She just say she's not siding anyone...ok, I'll accept that, but when she said that she got hit my brother when he did something wrong...ya, she did, once out of 5 times...You called that fair?

I was about to say that to my mum, then I just had this feeling stopping me, stopped me from speaking anything...it's the Holy Spirit I think.

Dear heavenly Father, I would like to confess this sin of mine and repent before You, no one else I'll repent but You O Lord. I pray that You will help me to leave this sin, this temper problem, use the Holy Spirit to help me to remove this sin totally from my life forever. Help me to become a better person from this moment on, help me to become a changed person, a person without temper problem. I thank You and I praise You, in Jesus Mighty Name I pray, Amen.

(I feel much better after praying this. If anyone of you out there has temper problems back to you again, trying praying this, it'll will help!)

What if u mix this two together?

I believe all of you out there knows that Harry Potter carrys a wand around with him right? And he only has one rite...

And I believe all of you still remember the slogan for the 'double A quality paper' right? If you've forgotte, let's do a recap... "Double A, Double Quality Paper." This is the slogan.

Ok, imagine, Ministry Of Magic allows everybody to carry two wands with them(in case the first one doesn't work or breaks or whatever reason there is), and imagine Ministry Of Magic orders everyone to use Double A quality paper, and no more weird paper... And the ministry wants someone to advertise, they may look for Harry Potter, and the slogan for promoting this 2 campaigns together(carrying 2 wands with you and using double A paper)...










Read the slogan aloud.















'Double the wand, double the fun, double A quality paper'

HAHAHAHahahahaa...-_-!!!

Does this sounds funny? Well some of you may think so, some may think it's lame, give me your comment at the shoutbox, whether is it lame or funny...

ps:I just thought of this phrase when I was having free lesson...

Healing service

Had a healing service on Saturday, which was yesterday. Fun, and nice. Really learnt and gained alot from this service, an eye-opener for me also, since I never went for the Benny Hinn service. Guest was Dr. Richard Roberts from Oral Roberts University, a gifted evangelist.

At first was persuading Cerenna to come, since it was a healing service. Well, no choice, God planned it all. I knew it, just like the past, I invited her on sunday, but she says she wants to go for donno what training. I'm not trying to condemn her here, but I just can't find the reason why people just wants to find excuses to push God's appointment with them. Well, maybe, her heart's not opened up yet. It will go by slowly, but I believe by faith, all these will come to past. She will come to know God more at the end, by faith.

Had bible study with Elaine after service, even though she hasn't recovered from her sore throat. Really thank God she's still able to give me bible study, and also thank Elaine for giving even though her condition. And I just donno why, I just couldn't step out by faith to end the study with a prayer...hmmm...will try...

Just finishing watching the cg ministries powerpoint. Haha, funny though...especially the friendliest part, Kenneth, and Gary collecting cg fund. Haha. Now, really gotta buck up in my studies, so that I have the ability to advise people to study. Can you imagine me having bad grades still want to advise people to study? I mean, I didn't set a good example...so really gotta buck up.

Today fellowshipping on the train was so fun, had jokes, riddles, most funny one is the 'ambition is fan' story by Wei Xiong, and the finger...by Kenneth, only Wei Xiong, Shifu, Kenneth and me knows only. Haha.

Signing off...penguin...

I'm back again

Ok Guys, I'm back again...I think God has once again, answered my prayers...Yeah!

Ok, still gotta do this(did this once and now I have to do this again), summarise what happened last few days...

Fri, 06/07/07, I went for the weekly cgm. Everything was normal, but to my surprise, Guan Yi was there! Praise the Lord! Had fun, and also, we felt God's presence, and I learned alot too! I also shared alot with Chong and Ng.

Sat, 07/07/07, nice date though... It was the live earth campaign, everyone was supposed to wear green, well, my plan almost succeed, some never wear, but, never mind. Haha. I learnt alot from the word of God, on the Sermon on the Mount, especially the anger part... Celebrated Rita's birthday, I also had lots of fun fellowshipping with the rest of the members. Xiu Wen said Rita had smsed her funny funny stuffs...haha. Guan Yi shocked us...always...

Bible study was great in the afternoon, and thank you Elaine, for treating me the sunrise drink at coffee bean! :) (treat u back nxt time)

I also received a gift from my angel, a good one. Might not be to you, but it is for me... An Adidas water bottle, which I had thought of buying one in the past, inside also contains sweets! Mentos, Maoam, mentos, fruit plus, and a note... I want to vote my angel 10 votes!!! Looking at the gift, so touched, so blessed, yet at the same time, feel so embarassed on my gift for my mortal...it's always those 'chiapalan' type one...sian...

Sun, 08/07/07, Today, was the 1st time, I went for the Sunday service(hope it won't be the last). 10 ppl showed up, including me. Some came because they didn't showed up on Saturday - May, Jarret and Agnes. The rest are: the 3 cgl, Shamus, Ah Li and Chun Ping. I learnt even more! Continuing from Saturday's sermon. Thank God I'm able to come for that service! Then, few of us went to Tampines to eat, 'cause Elaine says she want to buy something for her nephew(she say her sister call her buy one). We ate at Long John Silvers, but have to leave early, cos May have a tuition in the afternoon. I need to alight at City Hall, so as to go to Dhoby Ghaut, so have to part with the rest...

I met my mum at Cathay, because I'm going to watch movie. Transformers. We watched the digital one, as recommended by Chong. Before we go in, the interval time was so long, I just dozed off at the seat there, very tired. Because the previous night I slept at 3:30 and I woke up at 7:10. The movie was so style, so nice, feel like watching it again. Those who haven't watch it, better go watch...

A pic I took at Cathay.



Recognise it?

Man, my friendster, there's this person, sent me this weird weird link, I need help...

Overslept again...hydrate salt...

Man, I ate too much yesterday night, a bowl of fried bee hoon and a bowl of walnut paste. Man, I can't sleep until 1 plus! Resulted today I woke up late again. But, thank God, I woke up at 6:30, not 6:50. Haha, so I'm still able to catch the second bus and reach school on time. Hallelujah!

Today's last lesson was chemistry. We were supposed to do some chemical reaction stuffs and we were supposed to test out their anions and cations. I accidently came in contact with some hydrate salt near my elbow. At first I thought "Aiya, salt only ma, just wash can liao." Who knows, awhile later, I felt itchy, then when i look at the spot where I touched the salt, yikes! A small wound was there. Then I just keep on washing and washing.

Man, so suay today! Haha. Well, but at least God did turn some things around. He made me wake up earlier, even though I'm late(the earlier part of the late timing), and the salt thing, at least now it's better and it's not itchy anymore. Hallelujah!

Ok, this friday's cgm, really gotta share 2 testimonies, healing and blessing. Haha. I'll blog again! Penguin signing off!

God, I hunger for You more...

Just read Chong's blog, and reminded me of JJ's livejournal this morning. Both of them speaks about them spiritually empty, even though after pm, cgm, and service.

Upon reading these, I just suddenly felt an emptiness in my heart. I don't know why at first, but after thinking for awhile. I knew it. I lack of something that is so important in my life that I never even realised that it was empty in the first place.

God's Love, it was gone, for this week, I don't really felt much of it. None of us know why, it just felt so empty, so empty, making me so weak spiritually...

Oh God, I hunger more for You! For Your love, Your grace, Your comfort, Your everything...

Oh God, where have You been? Why I can't feel much of Your presence for the last few days?

Oh God, touch me with Your mighty hands, touch me with Your grace and love divine. Let me worship You more O Lord. Touch all of the people out there who has felt empty and hunger and desire for more of Your love O Lord. Let us get recharged spiritually by Your word and Your love and Your presence O Lord, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Blur King Award Of The Day Goes To...

Man, if there's really such an award, I think I'm qualified enough to receive this award. Why? Because, I am supposed to bring my bible study book and my mortal's present out. But on my way when I and bringing my brother to my mother, I just realised I never bring both of them. Then after leaving my brother with my mum, I had to go back to take those things. Man, this just wasted me at least half an hour. I get back, took my things, when I took bus to Bugis MRT station, on the way, I just realised, I did not bring the present out.
-_-!!!

Man, aren't I blur...

The service was preached by Doctor Peter Wagner, a renowned author of over 60 books. He started this talk with a joke. Funny :D. Was quite blessed by this whole service. Then, I had my first bible study! Yeah! Finally, I can grow more in Christ. Was also blessed by the lessons, although the environment was noisy, haha. Learn quite a lot from the book.

JJ, didn't went for service, he's still staying at home resting his injuries. Man, scratched both his knees, had a swollen waist... Dude, will be praying for you!

Looking forward for the next cgm, next service, bringing my friend to enjoy the service and know God more, next bible study, next of whatever that is related with God. Man, I just can't get enough of God!!! Amen! :D

Really looking forward to everything!

PS: Yesterday when I was on my way home, I just realised that I also haven't return Gary the $2, Man aren't I super blur sotong!!!

Blessed...Ouch

Yesterday, went for the make up cell at Jarrett's house. Had lots of fun, and we felt God's presence down there. Then, the whole group of us then know that the reason why May never came was because she vomitted when she reached Boon Lay, my God, hope's she getting better now.

The most amazing thing was after I gave offering. I heard quite a few people sharing about some things. I just decided to give, whatever I have to God, no matter how much money I left in my wallet, because I had used up my $2 I'm supposed to give, on the taxi I shared with Ben when we came here. I had promised to give the $2, but since I had used up, I just thought I'll give it next week. But I just had the feeling to give whatever I have left in my wallet. I 'dug' out $1 from my wallet. Haha, I didn't really expect any return from God, because I promised to give it, no matter how much I left.

Everybody left, only left Xiu Wen, Gary, JJ and me. At first I was about to leave, but Xiu Wen said no one is waiting for JJ, so I just waited for him. Later, I found out that I'm blessed by JJ, because he said he'll be taking taxi home. Yeah, hallelujah, thank you JJ!

But something bad happened when we were waiting for taxi. He saw 2 empty taxis at the opposite of the road. He tried to run to the other side of the road, and he fell to the tar ground. Ouch. Man, I was shocked at that point of time, and I immediately went to help him up. My God, when we reached to the other side of the road, he was bleeding. Ouch! I just helped him with whatever I have in my bag at that point of time. This morning I chatted with him, asked him did he felt better. Man, he had swollen waist also. My God, it's like so serious, I felt a little guilty conscience, because I was the one that told him the two empty taxis. So sorry man!

The other person I want to apologise about is Ben, sorry I made u waited for half an hour for nothing. I really didn't mean to, because I thought you were at the bus stop I'll be at, but I didn't see you, and I thought you have left, just as before I told you on the phone. Well, never mind. Stop finding excuses for myself. My fault, ok. I'm sorry.

Saw a Lamborghini Gallardo on the road yesterday, is it common? Or it's rare?

Great Is Our God

I was reading one of my friend's blog, from my previous church. I found his heading quite meaningful. It says ' I've found a friend who has died for me'

Guys, where can u find such a better friend like Jesus Christ? He is our friend, a friend that knows us inside out, a friend that loves us no matter how many sins we committed, a friend that is willing to die on the cross for our sins. Isn't our God great? Isn't Jesus great? Amen.

I'm getting addicted to this song call 'I want to sing until I'm lost in your love' Does anyone has this song? Can send me?

Finally

Finally, this Wed is the 1st Wed, other than holidays, I don't have to go for maths remedial. Why, glory to God, I managed to score an A1 for my maths common test 2. Heehee.

I got a new testimony to the cg this friday, for God's healing on my sprained ankle. It just took less than 4 days. Haha, really gotta share this to the rest.

Time is getting short, I really gotta buck up on my science, if not, I'm equal to doomed. But I know, God will make us the head, and not the tail, above and not beneath, as long as I walk along with him, I believe I can do well in Jesus name. Amen.

Back to sch...

Back to sch, after a month break. I just felt so tired after not sleepin for I think about 23 hours since Saturday morning! :P This morning during lessons, praise the Lord that is't not actual lessons, it's just speaking, so that's why I wasn't punished even though I was caught, haha!

I really gotta buck in my studies, because it's like 10 weeks to go before my prelims. Looks like I need to find people to study with me, maybe looking for my school friends, maybe Shamus and May? I don't know, I don't even know whether they had the time to come out and study after school.

Really gotta buck up, but I believe, I will do well this time round. Why? Because God will be helping me, He'll give me the strength when I feel weak. He is the source of everything. As the song 'Awaken My Soul' goes 'I can do all things through You, I can do all things through You, who strengthens me.'

Dear Father, I will like to pray for Pastor Kong, that You will give him strength whenever he feels tired. He's been busy flying around and at the same time preparing sermons. I want to pray for the 3 cell groups, W116, W143 and E448. That You will help us to multiply at the end of this year, not in one or two, but let it be in tens. O Lord, I will also like to pray for all the students in the cell groups, that You will help all the students to be able to do well in their upcoming examinations, be it their common tests, their prelims or their national major exams, the N levels, O levels and the A levels. O Lord, I pray that You will help us to concentrate in our studies, let us be more hardworking with Your help O Lord, help us to become the living testimony in our classes, campuses. I believe that You will make us the head, and not the tail, above and not beneath. Father, I will also like to pray for all the working adults in the cell groups, that You will help them to be able to make an impact in their working workplace, they will be able to impact the marketplace and the decision-makers for You. Give them the strength to do that. And Father, I will also pray for Ben, that You will use him to make an impact in the lives of his relatives in China, use him to spread Your gospel, Your word, and Your Love to them. And Father, also help himin his financial so that he is able to buy the 100 over bibles. Father, I will also like to pray for Elaine's nephew, Samuel, that You will bless him everyday when he grows. As I know that he will live his day happily under Your care and Love. Father I will also like to pray for myself, that You will help me speak in tongues, as I really desire to speak in tongue! And I will like to pray for the healing of my left ankle, in Jesus name, my sprained ankle will be healed. I will also like to pray for my two brothers, Yao King, Father I'd like to lift him into Your loving hands, love him, like the way You love us all from the beginning. O Lord, I know You do love him. And Lord, I will like to pray for my youngest brother, Peng Zong. I will like to pray for healing, in Jesus name, his scalded hand will be healed. And Father, please help him to be able to do well in his studies and become a more obedient boy. O Lord, I will also like to pray for my mother, that You will help her financially, and I will like to pray, that in Jesus name, her left ankle will be healed also. And Father, I will also like to pray that, You will help her to open up her heart, so that in the days to come, she will be able to accept Christ, just like I have decided to. I love You Lord, and I thank You for giving me such wonderful friends, and also such understanding mother, even though she was injured, she still allows me to stay for the chalet instead of taking care of her. Hallelujah! In Jesus mighty name I lift this prayer to You, Amen.

Ok, gotta go. Still gotta go pack some school stuffs. Blog again...

Ahh...Fun, but tired

Just came back from the chalet of Serene's birthday. It was indeed alot of fun, and believe or not, this is the first time I'm staying for a chalet.

Man, there were like so many people down there. First, the 3 cellgroups are there, then there were also Serene's friends. We just had a very short short short cgm, haha, sing song and sharing testimonies. I feel my first testimony like abit weird...nvm. Haha.

Then we went on to the singing happy birthday part, then Ben, Yong Jing and me performed. Man, I was so so nervous... Cos, first time... :P Then Serene saw me beatboxing, she like so shocked. Haha, I don't know why. Maybe first time see me doing this? Heehee. Ah Li also say nice. So paiseh, haha.

BBQ time! Wow...erm...satay, chicken wing, but also, fried rice and fried beehoon! Food, food! Everybody just walkin around, then halfway, behind the board of the words to wish both shifu and Pok happy birthday, there was something more.

Look carefully...A smiley face?

Later, I went out to help out in the bbq-ing, together with Jarrett, JJ, Jason Chong, May, and Agnes. Wah, whole body reeks of bbq flavour. 'BBQ flavour penguin anyone?' :P

This is our masterpiece. :P

Around 11 plus, those not staying went back, but Yong Jing and Shamus and Guan Yi, who did not plan to stay, stayed together with us.

Midnight, Ben and I went out, we went to sing song at the beach. Haha. Then came back. I bathe. Around 2 something(actually forgetten the actual timing, don't even know whether is it 2 plus), Elaine, Xiu Wen, Hui Tong, Gary, Louie and I went to Mac. Then Guan Yi just followed us. But he just doesn't want to join us. I tried my best, telling everything I learnt, but I just hoped that at the end of the day, he can just get what I'm trying to say and open up his heart and start to talk to people. Around 5 plus, Chong, Tong, me and 2 Serene's friend sit at the chalet and talk. Can't get into sleep, so just talk whatever crap that comes into out minds. We then slept at 7.

Some of them went to service, Shamus and Yong Jing went home. Chong, Ben, Tong, Louis, Kun and me were left there. We went up to sleep again, then around 10 plus we went down to pack things and we left. Most of us slept on the bus 401, which was going to Bedok interchange. Then on the train, no space, so just stand and talk.

Arrgh, so tired la, somemore tomorrow going back to school. It's SIAN SIAN SIAN!!!

Ok, I'll blog nxt time... :)

Wow! Wow! Wow!

Wow! I'm so amazed! God actually answered my prayers finally!

You all must be wondering what did he actually answered about, it's actually my unlocking of my computer.

It seems that God has used Rayson to teach me the way of removing the computer password. And guys, who's interested...can ask me, I might consider... :P

Ok, really gotta share this as a testimony tomorrow, cos I think this is so so so Great!!!

Thank God for everything! Hallelujah! I love You God!!

Amen.

(Really feel like living in the chalet for good, why? Cos I just want to escape from my house from my father and my grandmother... :P)

Last post...

This is wat i took from Xiu Wen's blog, this is what she described bout me: 'child-like faith in modern times'. Does anyone knows what this means? Heehee... :)

So Sorry!

Ok ok guys, so sorry that I had not been blogging this few days or weeks I think, cos my father is like what, occupying 2 computers at the same time? Both the laptop and the desktop, he's using the both of them, I'm so furious!!! Just don't understand why does he have to put a password onto my account.

Like this, see?

In Matthew Chpt 5:7 says, Blessed are the merciful, For they shall obtain mercy. But look at his doings, I tried my best to be mercy with him, but I still cannot do it. Well, I'll still try my best, so guys don't worry too much. Heehee :)

Ok, just summarise about the Emerge Conference that happened about 3 weeks ago. Ok, first day was like WOW! Maybe it's because I've never been to this before. It was like so much fun, Chan and his team won the championship of the 5 on 5 Street Soccer Tournament. Then, Sun made a surprise comeback to Singapore. I didn't went for the second day, 'cos I had something on that day. I went on Sat, which was the third day, wow. Guess what? I felt something when the whole church sang 'I want to sing until I am lost in Your love'. We knelt down on the floor, I immediately felt something, you don't have to guess. It's the love of God, I cried the moment I started to kneel down. Wow, I felt so great man! On the last day, which was the Sunday, I brought Kenneth Lur, a friend which I had known at the Pending street soccer court. Haha, that day was a drama, 'PVC rocks', after that, Pastor Kong asked who wants to be saved, or who had backslided form God can go to the front, after Xiu Wen talked with Kenneth, he went up, and I went up with him too, and he's saved again,yeah! All new friends had free Ben and Jerry's ice-cream, including me! Then during lunch time, Kenneth, me, Chan, Joel, and Yong Jing went to play soccer. Haha, although had quite lots of fun, but heard that Elaine was angry...oops! Sorry Elaine!! We had a wonderful ending, and when we were singing a worship song in chinese, I felt the love of God again and my tears just dropped. Wow! God's love indeed is amazing! When the whole Conference ended, the whole big group took a photo.

Isn't this nice? I'm being hid in the dark on the floor.

But donno why Serene's pic and Xiu Wen's pic is much more clearer than mine...hmmm

Then most of us helped to keep the chairs. Wow, ushers were so hardworking, they had to keep the chairs after every service. Nice. Then Lur and I went to toilet, and we saw Faye, from F.I.R, man, almost had a chance to take photo with her, but she doesn't want to take photos, never mind, then we saw Sun, I also almost had a chance to take photo with her, but she needs to go off. Sad :( That's the end of the whole Emerge Conference. Can't wait for next year. :)

Then the week after the Conference, the CGM was great, cos it was the yummy bash! And Kenneth is joining us for the first time for CGM! We had lot's of fun, shared good testimonies. We even had lame jokes along the way when the big group of us went home.

Last week's CGM was wonderful, May's coming back to join us, although I still don't really know her, and the group is playing the 'Angel and Mortal' game! Everyone's an Angel and the mortal. No one knows their angels. Luckily, I did my job as an Angel, and mine too, haha. Speaking of this, I just realised the chocolate my angel given me, I had not eaten it, gonna eat it soon. Chocolate... :P

Last week's sermon was really a wonderful and meaningful one. Gonna pray for this week's service would be an even better and more meaningful one. And of course, chalet!! I also don't know how Serene knew it, but there's a bigger surprise...so far only 6 people, including me knows. Heehee...

Dear Father, I would like to pray for the church, that You would help us to make an impact in our families' lives, our relatives' lives, and our friends' lives. Help us to make an impact in their lives, to show them Your Love for us, O Lord. Father, I would also like to pray for Pastor Kong, that You would give him the strength when he feels weak, as he is very busy and tired flying all around and preparing the Sermon for Your Word, O Lord. Father, I would also like to pray for the cellgroups, W116, W143 and E448, that You would help all the students in the cellgroups, no matter what subject or topic or courses they are taking, help them to be able to do well in their examinations, be it major or minor, help them O Lord, to be able to score well and become a living testimony and to glorify Your name, and I believe O Lord, that You will make us the head, and not the tail, above and not beneath. And Father, help us to be able to impact lives in our campuses, that we will be able to live our lives in school with Your word. O Lord, I would also like to pray for all the working adults in the cellgroups, give them the strength, O Lord, as I know that working is tough. And Father, also help them to be able to make an impact in their marketplace, help them to impact the decision-makers in their workplace, so that their colleagues will be able to get to know You more through them. O Lord, I would also like to pray for this Saturday's CGM and service. That it would be a wonderful and meaningful one, and we would be able to feel Your presence in the CGM. And this Saturday's chalet, that it would be a wonderful one and successful one. I would also like to pray for my first bs with Elaine this Saturday would be a great one, as I am going to grow in You, and learn more about Your words, and I'm going to be more spiritually mature. I'd also like to pray for Chan (Benjamin), that You would open up his mum's heart, let her not reproach about him coming back so late from church activities and services. Help him to stand strong no matter what his mum says, whenever he faces persecution, and I would also like to pray for him that You will be able to use him in Your plan, to rescue his relatives in China, that he would be able to preach Your word, spread Your love to them, and made them known to You. And O Lord, help him to save up the money to buy the 100 over chinese bibles. Lord, I would like to pray for myself, that I'll be able to speak in tongue in my next quiet time with You, or my next CGM, or next service. I really desire to speak to You through tongue. And Lord, I would like to pray that You would use me in my campus, to let me become a living testimony to my friends, so that as the time comes, they will want to know You more. Lord. I would like to pray for my brothers, my first brother, Yao King, although he is a handicapped, but I know that Jesus loves him, just as the way that You loved me from the beginning, and this will never change. So right now, I would like to lift him into Your loving hands, love him O Lord. And I would also like to pray for my youngest brother, Peng Zong, that You would help him in his school work, and be a more obedient child. And Father, I would like to pray for my mum, that You will help her to overcome her financial difficulties, and O Lord, help me to open up her heart, so that in the days to come, she will start to believe that You are the one true God, and Jesus is her Saviour. And Lord, please make my father to remove the password on this computer, as I really need to use the computer, be it communicating or doing work, please help me O Lord. I Love You O Lord, and I thank You for giving me all these, this cellgroup, this bunch of new friends, Ben for bringing me back on track again, an understanding mother and many other things that You have given me. I thank You O Lord. In Jesus name I lift this prayer to You, Amen.

Ok, gotta remember to share the testimony of what happened last Sat...

Ok Guys, I'm leaving here, if you want to see me blog again, would be quite sometime... Sad :(

Internet Conky

Man, I'm posting when I had the chance. My internet is like mad! Sometimes is the ethernet light goes off, then is the internet light goes off when the ethernet light comes back. Because of this problem, I had to restart and restart my com again and again. Waste my time.

I feel like taking my modem and throw it on the floor and take a hammer and hammer it...

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lol

Late before multiplying... :(

Last Saturday, W116 and E448 are officially multiplied! There's the sadness in me, and thinking whether do we still have the chance to meet up.

I was supposed wake up at 8 and leave before 9 and meet up with Yong Jing. When I woke up, my grandmother was feeling dizzy and nauseous again. Man, I have to stay at home, I can't go out at all, because my father is going out also. Man, I cannot go for CGM, die... I'm going to miss the last gathering...Man...

I asked Elaine what to do, she told me to try to come if possible, if not see what can be done, if really cannot come it's ok. Then I started praying and praying and praying. Our God is a loving God, he answered my prayers whenever I needed him, I was finally able to go out! I quickly rush to Serene's house. Wow, they've eaten, luckily while I was waiting for the bus, I bought a currypuff to sustain for awhile. I showed them the video I made specially for the cellgroup. Finally was able to show them my final product, but Elaine and Shifu went out for their company function, so have to wait till Emerge before showing them. They guys are watching UEFA Champione League Final Encore, I reached there and have the chance to see all he 3 goals being scored. AC Milan wins Liverpool, 2-1. We then went to Expo, but while we were waiting for the 'usual' bus to go to Expo, Serene spotted there's a bus specially for CHC to go to Expo, we quickly ran to the other side of the road. Wow! This is the first time we are boarding the CHC specially chartered bus! When we reached Expo, Alan went to the book fair, Jian Kun went for bible study. The rest went to 7-Eleven to buy stuffs. I bought a sandwich to fill my stomach, haha! Then we to foyer 3, chat for awhile then we went to queue up. We went in quite early that time, it's only about 4:05 or 4:10 and we were inside sitting. The Sermon On The Mount that day was great! and so was the service! I learnt about not to retaliate in anytime whenever prosecutions occurs to you, I hope all christians would bear that in mind.

After service, I went to look for my mum to go to food fair. In the food fair, she talked alot of bad things about the church and being christians. When we about to go home, we waited outside for her friend, she speaked badly about christians and the church again. I know why she's so like that, because she's already been surrounded by her religion. I mean, you can't expect everybody to be exactly same like you, even your children, right. Religion, it's the freedom of one people, if you choose to follow blindly with your parents when you are young, there's nothing to say because we are still young, and we don't know how to really make a choice. But, when, we are over 15, we have the rights to choose our own things, especially our own religion. I don't understand why parents don't wanna give their children this freedom. Even if they were of other religion, they are still your kids, right? It's not as if that when they change their religion, their names and faces and parents change. The only thing different is that maybe you'll have one less person to accompany you to do your own religious stuffs. If that's the case, why do you have to give them freedom? Without religion choosing freedom, it's the same as doing a multiple choice without a choice. Sounds ridiculous? I think so too. But think again, doesn't my words make sense? Lol

The above paragraph is not aiming religion, this was only aiming for narrow-minded parents, please give them the rights to choose their own religion...

Painting, and being Merciful, sending Angelo off...

I was supposed to blog this yesterday, but the internet went wrong, so, here I am.

On Saturday, W116 and E448 went to the Singapore Autism School to help them paint and colour up the school, it was so much fun! Haha! Now, just view the pics below, as a picture speaks a thousand words...

Heehee, Vic, Ruth, Joel and me painting the bricked wall white...white-washers...

Peifen and Hui Tong

Kenneth painting 'ninja tortoise'...lol

Sherrill and Chun Ping painting the space...

Xiu Wen, Alan, 'Shi Fu', Chan, Serene and her friend...Elaine taking pic

Alan the artist editing the dolphin...lol

No offence, but does this look like prehistoric oysters and clams? haha

After that, we immediately went to eat at KFC and rush to Singapore Expo for the service. Most of them are wearing T-shirt and shorts to Expo, but of course they went to change. That day's Sermon on the Mount was about mercy, about God's mercy towards us. How he has forgiven of all our sins, three words: forgive and forget. That's how God forgive our sins. This Sermon on the Mount was really useful, it helps us to know how much we know about God, how much are we a believer, furthermore, what Jesus preached a few thousand years ago can be used in our lives now. I like the new song for the Emerge Conference sang on Saturday!

Yesterday, Cerenna and I met up to see Angelo off. This was the gift the whole class compiled.

This was a big photo frame which consists of the whole class photo taken at various times!

But, he was leaving, and guess what did Angelo did, he brought us gifts?!

Man, he brought us Ferrero Rocher!! Man, this box I think at least cost about 10 over dollars! Somemore, it was 2 boxes!! After we spent sometime talking and after that I prayed for Angelo, but my prayer seems to startled and stucked almost everytime. Nevermind.

Then we went to Mac and ate lunch. I told him not to buy for us, and he still bought it. Oh man, gotta return him the money somehow. I tried to contact classmates from 3C and 4C, in the end, only Chuen Wee came, so thanks for coming dude! We spent some time remembering the old times, soon after, Angelo had to go. We accompanied him to the taxi stand. He still wouldn't accept the money, so I thought of a way to give him the money. When it was his turn to board the taxi, I helped him open the door, I bid farewell to him, and I stuffed the money to him and quickly closed the door, so that he would not return me. Cerenna was crying when he was leaving. But, we have no choice, we have to experience parting in our lives. At least Angelo still can keep in contact with us through MSN, haha.

Then, Chuen Wee and I went to Lan, then we called BP and Raymond to play also. We then play 2-2. BP and I teamed first, he used Rhasta and I used Dragon Knight. Wow, our combination was good! Haha. He ensnared the target, I then quickly stun the target when the ensnare goes off, then I keep on attacking, if possible, I used my ulti, which was the elder dragon form, the frost dragon, which can slow target movement speed. We won that round of course, Ray was using tiny and CW used beastmaster. Then we re-shuffle the player, CW and I, Ray and BP. CW used Zeus, I used Riki. BP used butcher and ray used juggernaut. CW and I won. HAHA. I backstab anad deal alot of damage, den CW thunder them, or CW use ulti on them, I gave them surprise attack. HAHA, had lots of fun there.

Ok gotta go, but before I go, I want to say that I'm so unlucky. Yesterday was editing this half-way, and the internet goes faulty, in the end I have to edit this today. Thank God for helping me in fixing my com, and 1 more maybe to share as testimonial on Saturday's last W116 and E448 cell group meeting! Sob sob...I should be happy, because the cellgroup is multiplying! Praise the Lord!!

Man, should have took a picture with Angelo on Sunday... The longest I've ever posted...:P

Study with new friend, forgetful me.

Yesterday, went out and study after school with a previous Sec 5 batch student, Gek Ching. I've mentioned before that I met her on the MRT.

Man, yesterday was raining cats and dogs, my legs and socks and shoes are wet man. Unlucky, rain at such a time. Then when I reached, she has not reached yet, because she's coming down from Changi. Haha, so just have to wait. When she arrived, we then walked to Mac at Bukit Panjang Plaza.

Man, it was so noisy there, as there were alot of students down there. Boring... We started doing maths, of course I teached her, haha. Then we just talk and talk about our own stuffs and we forgot to do our work. In the end, haha, we never even finish a page of questions, and I only managed to finish one and a half page of physics MCQ. Imagine this, from 330 until 650, and that was the work that we done. Haha. After that I accompanied her to buy some of her stuffs, then we went home by LRT.

Today, I had PE, I brought sports shoes to school to change, but in the end, I forgot to bring my school shoes back! And I can only go back and take during next monday! God bless me that I'll be able to go back and take my shoes successfully.

WOW!

Wow! Finally! Thank God! The blogger is fixed. Everything is back to normal. Hallelujah!

Ok, now, Just got back for all of my papers. Man, looks like I had not worked hard enough. My combined humanities and my combined science just managed to pass by 2 marks, whereas my maths, managed to get A1! Yeah! Haha, well, getting A1 now is not much of a use, but I am supposed to get the A1 during my O levels.

Today Mr Chong promised the whole class, whoever gets 5 distinctions get 200 bucks from him! Haha, whereas for me, 4. But, thinking of that, isn't English hard to get distinction for me? Well, I believed with God's strength, nothing is impossible for me. Haha.

Man, today's my mum's birthday. Mum, Happy Birthday!

The emerge conference in CHC is going to start soon, looking forward to it... :P

It's been for like 2 to 3 weeks since I played any soccer. Man, it's like I'm deproving, my skills are wading... Man...

Oh Father, please help us through during our times where we have to make difficult decisions.

This is the picture W116 and E448 and E143 took during Family Day when we are in Expo supporting Sun.

Heehee, gotta go...

Oh Man!!!

This blog is still the same way...the spoilt way.

Why hasn't anyone repair and fix this stupid problem??? Man, I'm feeling very angry about this stupid thing.

My new post page is still the same problem, and I still cannot link other people.

Fine, enough, let's talk about what happened last Saturday. Last week CGM was about prayers and worshipping. We shared quite a number of testimonies, all was summarised! Haha!

After that, we went to Kenneth's Water Baptism. Wow, this was the first time I went to a water baptism ceremony!

This are some of the pics I took from Ruth's blog.

Then we went to service. I saw Pastor Kong touched the leaders on their heads and started to fall back. I asked Elaine why, she told me that it's because God's glory has weight. So when Pastor Kong touches their heads, they will tend to fall back, so as to receive God's glory. After that, not many people going to eat dinner, so Shamus, Yong Jing, Joel and me went home. Sian ah...

Yesterday, I encountered a problem. My mum wants me to go into the temple and hold the joss sticks! I quickly asked Elaine what to do, she told me the best is don't hold and don't go in, as go in and holding means worshipping, and we shall worship none other than Lord Jesus. I told her I'm afraid that I might anger my mum and eventually she might not allow me to go to church anymore. So she told me to pray in my heart, tell God that this is not what I wanted to do, this is not done according to my own will. I did the same thing, and I asked for God's forgiveness. Luckily, nothing much happened. Thank God!

Well, I still hoped that this blog will repair and fix all the problems of all bloggers quickly. And I hope that I can also get better results in the rest of the papers in the coming days. God bless!!

Aiyo

I don't know what's happening these few days. First is the MiO modem spoil, now is this blogger got problem. Man...but one thing I can prove is...God answered my prayers again!!!

I prayed yesterday night that the modem be fixed in anyway, and the anyway was, my father went to replace a new one!! Praise the Lord!

Now is the blogger thing, at the same time I was writing this, this new post page is like weird, and I can't even link my other friends which I have not linked in the template page! Man, so unlucky.

But, at least, my prayers for my Mid Year exams was answered by God! Tomorrow is the last paper, and I'm going to pray for my exams for the one last time.

Chan just called me and said that my prayers for him worked, as he had went into the quarter-finals, and bring glory to W116!!

God, please bless this website to resume to what it was, and I pray again for Chan to advance into the finals and win the prize and bring glory! And I hope that You would help me in my chemistry paper tomorrow. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.

Alvin had me fooled...

Alvin, he had me fooled, I thought he really was going to poly, but in the end, it was just a scam. Wow, what a fool I am to believe his words.

Today, I went to Angelo's brother's funeral. Today was the last day of the funeral. Been long time since I once saw Angelo again. Cerenna, Alvin and I went to pay respects to his brother, and to comfort and send our condolences to him. The three of us almost cried when his family were all crowding around the coffin. After they left, we went home. Angelo was crying badly.

God bless Angelo's brother, and I believe he's somewhere in heaven with You right now.

John 14:6 -- Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."

This is the verse from the new testament that I had saw at the funeral. Now something really puzzles me. What's the difference between a Catholic and a Christian? I remember someone told me before, but I still don't really get it.

Hope God can help me to go to this Saturday's service smoothly. I will pray sincerely, although, it's the exam period, I'll make sure I attend it, because this Sat, Pastor Kong will be starting the Sermon on the Mount!! So excited!!

Family Day Carnival

Yesterday, I managed to went to the carnival all thanks to God!! Yeah!! He answered my prayers! I'm so happy! I'm supposed to meet Kenneth and Victoria at Clementi MRT, but I'm late. (oops!) On the way from LRT to MRT, I met a person who's sec 5 in West Spring last year. Her name is Gek Ching. At first I saw her, I don't really know her, so I never talked to her. But then when the train departed from Clementi, we started talking. Haha, that's how I made a new friend. (I also saw her once at the zoo before)

When we reached Expo, we saw Yong Jing up at the front, then we met up with Elaine, Serene, Chun Ping and shi fu, haha. When we are about to leave, Alan, Xiu Wen, Jian Kun and Sherrill. We then went in to Hall 8 after awhile. Wow, we're the first few groups that arrived, and we have the priority to sit in the first few rows!

At first we sang about 2 worship songs, Pastor Kong says he's rewarding 800 CGL and Ministry leaders a new phone! Nokia 5200 and Sony Ericsson W200i.

The Nokia 5200

The Sony Ericsson W200i

Then there's a hip hop dance by the Dance Ministry. After that, Sun came out and sing!! Yeah!! There's one special appearance by Niu Nai, the whole place was so high! Sun also lead the whole place to sing a worship song. That song was nice. When she left, everybody was so unwilling to let her go.

Then we went to the carnival. My God, the carnival cannot be compared to the concert. The queue was so long. For food or for games, all can wait for at least half an hour. Then when it was about 10pm, I went home with Peifen and her friends by taxi. Whew, I reached home before 11. Haha, luckily my father did not say anything. Thank God!!

Chan had just missed out all the fun. He's still sick now. But I'll be praying for him, and my brother, who's also sick. God bless them.

The test is coming to me

On Saturday, Doctor Robb Thompson speeches really inspires me. He teaches me quite a number of things to use it in my life, and of course, to serve God even better!! Most important, do not do God Abuse!! God Abuse is prohibited in us!

Ok, it's been 3 weeks since I went to City Harvest Church. Guess what, the test...It's starting to test my faith again. It's up to me whether I would stand strong, stand strong in my faith and everything towards God.

Yesterday, I just had a thought in my mind yesterday.

I felt like leaving this world for good.

Well, this, is the actions of the devil. He wanted to influence me, drawing me away from God. Never! I'm going to stand strong! If I can't do it now, I'll never be able to defeat the devil! After being 'counselled' by Peifen and Chan, I felt much better. I had about an hour chat with Chan yesterday night. We prayed together on the phone, and thank God! My cordless phone was beeping all the way when we were praying, and thank God that it lasted for so long! Wow! Maybe another testimonial to share in the upcoming cell group!

This Tuesday is an event organised by my church. I wanted to go to this event, but it seems like it's going to be until quite late. I really wanted to go! I don't know why I just have this desire to go, can't explain, but, I just really want to go! Maybe I'll pray, pray that God can help me soften my parents heart, so that I can join the rest tomorrow.

O Heavenly Father, I sincerely pray that you can bless my friends and I, to be able to do well in this mid year exams, help us to understand the topics easier, help us to remember better, so that we are able to do well, and I know that You will always make us the top, not the bottom, the head and not the tail. O Lord, I sincerely pray that You would really soften my parents' hearts and minds today, so when I tell them that I'm going to this event tomorrow, I can come easily and without and small conflicts with my parents. O Lord, once again I would like to thank You for bringing Benjamin Chan into my life, for bringing me into City Harvest Church, to serve You even better, and I also thank You for bringing the members of the cell group into my life also, as through them, I became the cheerful character I had before, the talkative me in the past. O Lord, I thank You for giving me such wonderful stuffs, friends, and even my brothers in my family. O Lord I thank You for Your love, for everything that You have given me. O Lord, I would also want to pray that I'm able to speak in tongue with You, so that I can communicate better with You O Lord, and I would also like to pray that You would take care of Ben when he's in Pulau Ubin, and I want to pray that you can increase my faith everyday, increase my strength when I'm weak, give me the courage when I'm afraid. And I hope that through You I can become a better person, through Christ I can become a better person. And everyday I can do the best I can to do glory in your name. I lift this prayer to You in Jesus name, Amen.

Free rainy day

Today, haha, the lessons are quite free, although there's a English common test in the morning. Mother Tongue, I did not retake that, so I can sleep, English lessons, also very slack. After recess, Mr Seah did not came to school, so it's almost like the whole day free, lol! During Mr Seah lesson, Farihin brought his PSP™ to school, haha, we played the games inside of course.

One thing I want to specify. God has answered my prayers this 2 consecutive days!! Yesterday and today, I woke up late, and did not have my breakfast. I went to school with only little things in my stomach. Thursday, during my Social Studies lessons, my stomach started to growl. I prayed softly to God, asked him to help me to bear with my hunger until 11am. Suddenly, my stomach stopped growling, and I did not feel so hungry as before, praise the Lord!! When I went down for recess at 11am, and when the bell rang, I started to feel hungry again. I believe this is not coincidence, like what Chan had told me. Today, I woke up late again :P, when I was walking to school, my stomach started to growl again. I prayed again, for God's help, and indeed, He helped me again! Wow! I was so happy, can't wait to share it with the cell group tomorrow.

Today after school, I went to play pool with Chan, Sherrill and Joel. I feel so unlucky. When I go, it started raining. I alighted at the wrong bus-stop. When I was at the traffic light, I was splashed by the water on the road from an incoming car. Man, my pants got wet, my bag also got wet. Haha, unlucky... After pool, we went to Chan's house to rest, haha, Joel, Chan and me played winning eleven 10. I won Joel twice, and lost to Chan once by 2-1. Sigh, then all of us went home. Ok, gotta go bathe now.

New church experience...Alvin that lucky ass

Haha, I just went to cell group meeting for the first time in City Harvest Church yesterday with Chan. We went to Serene's house for the meeting, and I made quite a number of new friends. We played games, sing and praising the lord, and we even share our testimonials in how Jesus has helped us for a breakthrough in the past week and shame the devil.

About 2pm, we went to eat lunch. After lunch, Elaine, Meng Jie, Chan, Xiu Wen, Yong Jing, Joshua all have to go for bible studies, so left Serene, Bryan or Ryan I'm also not sure(lol!), Sherrill, me and one more girl I forgot her name again(OMG, lousy memory I have! lol). We were talking about all those 脑筋急转弯 questions. Haha, we sure had lots of fun!

After that, I stayed for the service. Same thing, we went in and started worshipping and praising the lord. We had learn some verses in the bibles and...maybe I should call that bible studies or whatever. About 7:40pm, my mum keep calling me. I cannot answer the phone as we are singing and praising the lord. After that, I called her and we had a little quarrel. I cried(oops!), so embarrassing...

But they say it's alright, the first time when they came to church, they also had experienced the similar things. After that I accompanied them for dinner. Again, we asked them questions that we asked in the afternoon, haha some got it correct, and some got it wrong. LOL! I promised Serene to test her more next week during cell group. Haha, I can't wait to test people again!

As for that Alvin, everyone says that he has successfully appealed to go to Republic polytechnic. Man, why is he so the...never mind. His maths was E8, and he was able to go to the outdoor and something course, would that means that I can go too? But, I would rather I choose the course, not it choose me.

Well, God bless that I would be able to do well in this upcoming Mid-year examinations. Please bless me, Ali, Cerenna and Kalyn to be able to get good results. I hope that O Lord, you can help us to understand the topics that we were unable to understand in the past, so that we are able to get good results. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.

Study Time!

Heh heh, I don't really what to post now, but maybe I'll just say about what happened this few days.

Just on friday, after I came back from school, my father asked me whether I want to accompany him to go queue up overnight at a condo, he asked me to ask whether I had any friends would want to accompany me. I asked a few, none of them can go. Sigh... Never mind, I'll go myself. Around the night, I went with my father. About ten minutes later, I started talking to a guy who's playing PSP™, I asked him what would he do if his PSP™ battery gone out. The answer he told me that he's suay. Haha, that's when I made a new friend. We started talking about PSP™, then he taught me about some of the functions that I don't even know, and the new version of PSP™. We then started talking about some of the interesting incidents that happened to our own life. We chatted until about 3:35, then we slept on the floor. Next morning, I received money for queueing up. Haha, easy money... Oops!

Saturday when I came back I went to sleep. When I woke up, I went to eat my lunch, then I prepared my stuffs to go and study with Kalyn and Cerenna. When I was about to leave, my god. It started to pour heavily. I was thinking, god, why must you rain at times like this? Laughing at my luck, I took out my umbrella and walk towards the bus-stop and meet Kalyn there. We then meet Cerenna outside McDonalds™. We went in to McDonalds™ then we sat down at a spot. About 5 minutes later, the rain stopped and it started to shine. Cerenna complained that how come that when she was outside it was raining so heavily and she got wet, and now we were inside, it started to shine. LOL. After that we went to buy some food. Cerenna and Kalyn just bought the takoyaki and said they were full, 'cos they've eaten mac when we were studying. I just bought sushi and went home for dinner.


Look at the two of them studying, I slacking...heehee!

Just now when the three of us were walking home, I noticed Cerenna's face was kind of gloomy. I asked her why, she just wouldn't say. Kalyn say she's done too much maths.

Once again, Cerenna, I may have to repeat myself again and look like a naggy idiot. STOP PUSHING YOURSELF TOO HARD AND GIVING YOURSELF TOO MUCH STRESS!!! I hope you won't start walking back to the route you been through last year, although certain push is unavoidable, but if you are going to push yourself too hard, you might end up stressing yourself more than last year. Next, I'm not trying to be boastful here, I'm somehow good at keeping secrets ('cos I always forget what people told me the previous day and forget it the next day), and sort of a good listening ear, maybe a preacher also? I don't know. (Kinda weird, I know how to comfort people, but I can't do it to myself. Haha) So if you are meeting somekind of troubles and needs someone to speak to, Kalyn and I will be listening to you.

O god, please help Ali, Kalyn, Cerenna, Alvin and me, and others who's taking 'O' levels this year to be able to do well and get good results this year. I have faith that you will be able to help us as my faith in you will get stronger and stronger. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.

Wow...kinda long...lol

Getting more bored

Wow, I just realised that it has been more than a week since i ever updated the blog.

Just now went to eat KFC™ with Cerenna and Kalyn. We were talking about blogs, she asked me to update mine, and here I am!

Well, about 3 to 4 weeks have passed since I went back to school. Yes, I have indeed starting to adapt back to that stupid school life, but it seems that the time has become much more slower than last year. Compared to last year, the time seems to be moving faster, but this year it seems like it's moving slowly, although only about 5 to 6 months left before 'O' levels.

Maybe Cerenna is right, I have no close friends around me to talk and study with. Although 5A I know quite a number of them, but they are not as close as people I known since secondary 1.

Well, like the title, I'm getting more bored. I must make sure no 'C's in my grades this time, unless(touch wood), my English were to still remain at C, and my Science only improve up till C. That, I have nothing to say. Somehow, I also start to find that the Chinese boys in my class is getting lamer and lamer. LOL!

O God bless me to go through all these hardships, and bless that I would get good grades. I have full faith that you would help me in whatever hardships I faced, and turn them into challenges as you gave me your strength. In Jesus© name we pray, Amen.

Sunburnt

Last saturday went swimming with Nick, Jun Chang, Raymond. All of us except Raymond got sunburnt.

Ouch, we felt so itchy that day.

The next day?

Pain of course...We can't even carry our bags on our shoulders.

Well, no choice, that time we never even apply sun lotion and we jumped into the pool. Silly us...

Happy and sad

Well, been back to West Spring for about a week. Starting to get use to the life of waking up damn early in the morning.

I've been posted to 5A, well, I knew most of the people there, so I don't feel very strange there. Still trying to look for ways to improve on my science and combined humanities, and of course, improve on my maths and english too. I'm sad to say that the time between 'O' levels now, although seems far to some people, but to me, it's near. Last year I used to tell myself not to play, study hard, work hard, revise my work. In the end, I got nothing, because I didn't really push myself hard enough back then. For this year, whatever motivation I tell myself, I'm gonna make sure I'm gonna do it. I don't want to stay another year in west spring, or get myself nowhere to go in the end. So this year, it 's time to push myself REAL HARD!!!

For the happy part, although it's not related to studies in any way, but I just feel good enough. Next monday, sec 5A and 5B are going to play a soccer match against 4H. Ali told me to be keeper, and the rest just persuaded me to join. I feel happy that I can play with them. But the problem is, with my wrist injured since january, will I be able to perform well on that day? Well, no one knows. Just hope I don't make any mistakes. -_-

Just now in the afternoon, I went to the motivation talk. At first I thought it was going to be one boring and stupid talk. To my surprise, the person speaking is quite funny to me and I enjoyed it, and I do learn alot. With Chen Peng that clown in the class, the whole talk just burst into laughters when he speaks something funny. Hahaha.

Well, this year, I gotta promised myself to study damn hard this year, no more fooling around, no more playing. I have learnt my lessons once, I don't want to go through this again...

WHY? Why Is It Like That?

Oh great oh great oh great. Holidays are here, well, so? Some of you out there are certainly happy, but not me. Why? because after this I'm going back to school!

Why is it like this? Why is there some people out there makes us wake up so early in the morning just for the sake of reaching school before 7:30 am? Why do they make us carry so many books to and fro school? Why do they want to make everyone a bookworm? Is studying the only to survive in this cruel society? Isn't there an exception or something? Why does people only look at certificates and diplomas and degrees and whatever it is? Why is it like this? why? Why? WHy? WHY? I don't understand god, why is it always have to be like this? Why are we like a puppet being manipulated? We wake up in the morning, wash up, breakfast, go to school, study, come home, bathe, eat dinner, study again. WOW, WHAT A LIFESTYLE IT IS.

Man, for 10 years and I'm just sick of this kind of stupid lifestyle, if life in the school would be a little relaxed like other countries, and the timing would allow us to have one or one and a half more hours to sleep, we wouldn't be going to schools with eyelids half open, dozing off in teachers' speeches, and of course, scratching heads in examinations.

Some people said students are better than working. Yes I agree with that, but only with the timings of the schooling changes, and the number of tests would be reduced. I've always thought about this question, 'Is examinations really the only way to prove someone's ability?' Think about it, you might come out with an answer of your own.

This is what I've always asked myself, 'Life is stress, study study study, exams exams exams, are our lives really filled with this?' Maybe you can answer it now, but not me for sure, maybe I can answer it in a few years time, or maybe for my whole life I will never seek out the answer. Have you?

Sigh...Boring Life Again...

Sigh, I just went back to sch to ask for whether can I repeat another year, although Mr Seet, the principal said yes, I just don't feel any happiness in my heart. I was just thinking in my mind, 'Man, I gotta wake up everyday at 6 a.m.' Sigh, This is going to be so tired.

Once I thought of this waking up at 6 in the morning everyday, I just feel very boring. Maybe because all my good friends left the school, leaving me and few others behind.

Well, this actually serves a very good lesson for me. I must make sure this year I got to work harder than last year, since I got another chance, I got to work hard to prove myself this year, as this year I have even lesser time.

Some of the phrases in the previous blog that I posted, I need to work on something like that, as the saying goes, 'Talk is Cheap'. Well, even I don't feel like studying now, I still must force myself to, I must tell myself that this is my last chance...

Moodless...Emotionless

Sigh, the results for the JAE admissions was out yesterday 8am or something. The first thing in the morning, Filbert called me and told me that none of the courses that I have chosen was selected.

Sad. :(

Now I'm still waiting for the JPSAE, which I had applied for music. I wonder will I get in. I was wondering the whole day, what if I can't even get in this? Or what can I work as when I come out? Man...

Sometimes I just think, did I made the right choice for not retaining like the others? A second chance isn't so bad after all. Well, actually, I can't really concentrate in school, so might as well don't go back. But if I really (touch wood!!) can't even get into music, my only choice is to take private. My mum say ITE, although is a choice, but need to upgrade very often. So maybe my only choice left, retake, but I hope I would not have to.

Wave after wave of setbacks for me. Been a long time since I went back to church and praise the lord.

Just finished reading Cerenna's new post.

The Cerenna I knew is finally back, her cheerful character is back. Well, if Cerenna's going to read this, let me tell you something. "Work hard this year, but also, don't try studying whenever you have free time. Sometimes just go out and do whatever you like. Tennis, jogging, photographing...whatever...just, don't give yourself too much pressure. Even if you were to fail in class test, don't drop your head, look at where you go wrong, learn from it. I think your mistake last year was that you give yourself too much pressure, and you just keep studying and not relaxing at times." Saying till here, you must be wondering what about me. Well, I just simply relaxed too much. HaHaHaHa!!! -_-

Well, the results show that I have relaxed way too much.

A word to those people taking major exams, don't relax too much, relax only during weekends, but of course, don't relax on weekends during exams, just try to take a break or something in between studies. Well, that's all I have to say.

Ouch

I woke up early today, only to know i punched my fist against a large wooden plank beside my bed. Why? Haha, I was dreaming about something about me a kind of war or something, i was about to punch the enemy, which was actually me punching the plank (OUCH!!). Well, no choice then, I didn't did it on purpose, now i've got one sore fist to take care of.

God bless my fist to be better