I'm moving...

I'll probably be blogging on wordpress from now on... so...

you can go go to the link from my facebook.

Interesting...

Few days ago, Tham showed me a website, which really caught my attention till now.

It's actually a website that's revealing the dark and evil side of the America music industry. It actually explains to you what are the meaning of some songs that certain artists are singing: The music videos, the items used in the videos, the scenes of the videos, the backgrounds, the meaning of filming the videos this way, the costumes the artists wear during the shoot of the videos, the lyrics of the song.

Well, basically, it actually talks about the occult groups that are actually controlling the music industry, and it actually talks about mind-control, worshipping the devil, illuminatis.

Mind control... you'd probably be thinking either it's that website talking crap or I'm talking nonsense, but... this actually happened in the past, it's actually a project, of controlling people's minds by tormenting them, making them go through certain events that actually traumatize them, then show them fairytale story, which sort of lead their brains into making 'walls' in their minds that actually 'shield' them from all these traumatizing events. The handlers, which is actually the ones that planned everything, will then start to shape out another human character from there to control them.

Worshipping the devil. Need I say more?

Illuminatis... well, if you'd watch the movie 'Angels and demons', you'd probably know who the illuminatis are.

Here's the link if any of you are interested, but, just to let you know, don't be so obsessed with the articles too much. Who knows, this may be true, this may be fake, but the one thing is, don't think too much...

http://vigilantcitizen.com/

My mind is made up

My mind is made up.

It's just the problem of how do I actually start it.

God.... I need Your help.... Please help me....

It's killing me!!!

The thought of it is going to kill me!!! If I just don't get an answer soon enough, or I just don't act quick enough, I may just go crazy over the thought!!!

It's either this or that. Sometimes certain things are just so hard to speak it out. Things were never the same before, and things weren't as nice as it was before.

But the question comes back to me. Am I really sure about this? Will I ever regret someday the decision that I made?

*ponders*

Long Long Ago

Just suddenly felt like blogging after quite some time... haha..

Well, just want to do a recap of 2009 before it ends.

This year has been ups and downs for me... (-.- whose isn't...) LOL

Anyway, just really wanna thank God for where He has brought me to today, be it in cg, my guitar, the people I get to know this year, people that I've already known I get to know them better this year, my ministry, etc... lots to name.

Speaking about ministry, kind of had some stuffs in mind after I 'graduated' from, but along the way I sidetracked, so lost focus. After hearing what Yong Hui shared just now, was kind of reminded once again... So I'll just start planning, in 2010, I gotta at least learn from him and other leaders as much as I can, do as much as I can before I start my 2 year 'jail'... haha

Wasted too much time this year, not a very fruitful one, need to do even better in 2010. :)
Had fun times with different groups of people this year, different kinds of playing styles, different kinds of memories. :) Love it. :)

Just wanna thank everyone around me, the leaders that had been sowing into my life, people that are always there when I needed them, and I really hope that there's at least one thing that I've impacted someone or somebody in their lives this year. :)

Hoping for a better new year ahead, looking forward to countdown!!! :D:D

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! :)

Made 2 wasted trips before cgm...
1) I forgot that the venue is at church, and I went to NTU instead...
2) I took 179 to go back to church...but it was 179A...it went straight to Boon Lay interchange...

Anyway, today's cgm is great! And we had Koreans coming to join our cgm!! They are here to see what is CHC all about, and what is our cgm like... interesting...

Took some photos with them, they went back to their hotel after that, the rest of the cg went to fellowship at nti coffeeshop... we went at the wrong timing... The place was SUPER NOISY... because there's some events down there... I can't believe I had to talk by shouting... which was uncommon when we were usually there...

Well, tomorrow is going to watch G.I. Joe - Rise Of The Cobra with mum and bro...haha.

PS - The facebook seems to have problem... weird...

I need a breakthrough

I seriously need a breakthrough... Or should I say I need a lot of breakthroughs? The key down here is to pray...and here's the problem... I'm not praying as often as how I'm supposed to... What should I do??

Plus... I'm sick and tired of this on-off thing... If I'm not wrong, this year has already happened the third time, including the recent one... I mean... when and how is this thing going to stop? Until I've settled the thing or it is just going to keep coming towards me??

God help me... I need You more than ever before... Come and refresh my spirit and soul...

A new song from CHC :

Because of You, I was borned again
Because of You, I'm ransomed by Your Grace
Because of You, my heart has found a Home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You've broken every chain

Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Because of You, the weak say "I'm strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure

Now heavens, be open
Our God is unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above

Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that "You are God"

This song is amazingly beautiful, the lyrics are just so meaningful..

I'm back...

Finally, I can start typing on my blog again... a lot of things happened in between though, can't remember most of it, haha..

Anyway, just feel like saying something about myself down here...

I'm changing...

- laid-back
- lazy
- not initiative

Well, these are the three currently that's happening to me... God...how to change these???

Power!!!...

Just finished watching match between Arsenal and Liverpool, 4-4. Arshavin scored 4 goals for Arsenal, while Torres and Benayoun scored 2. Grr...

Well...went to camp last week, tired but fun...think I better don't say too much about the camp stuffs...haha....

I want a new laptop...I want to pray for direction...my calling, relationship, communicating with people and etc...Ahhhh

God...Help me...Lead me...Guide me...Show me a vision or something to make me clear of the things I'm puzzled with...

Great...

Ok, just update a little first.

Went to watch 2 Man Utd matches at Jason Jiang's house...Haha, one was against Inter, their other was against Porto...

Had fun at his house...haha.

Well...my laptop's down...so I don't think I can blog, or tweet or use facebook, or check my mail that often...sad......

Anyway, I can't wait for hte Easter weekend tomorrow!! It's going to be great!!!